I can't remember to forget you
But I keep forgetting to remember you
Your memory haunts the edge of my being
A shadow in a dark house
But a bright spot of light in a dark cave
You were once close to me, my best friend, my worst enemy
You were like a sister to me, my savoir, and my tormenter
When I was with you I was safe, from everyone but you
When I was with you everything thing was as in should be
When I was with you nothing went wrong
But deep within my mind something was telling me to get out
Deep within me something said "no"
But did I listen to that wise voice?
No, I did not; I kept on the course I was on
My heart fell for you
My mind warned it
"No" it said "you will get hurt"
But did my heart listen?
No, it just turned a flipped off my mind
So here I am, crying over you
But not even remembering you
Why is it that the best things in life are forbidden?
Why is it that the heart never listens to the mind?
Why is it I cannot remember you?
Why is it that I cannot forget you?