Hey Reeeeeeeeeeeadeeeeers, I'm BAAAAAAAAAAACK! Hey, you weird people, I hope you enjoy this little story of mine! It's nice and angst filled, even though I'm the happiest person in the world right now! Enjoy!

Warning: Suicide, Character Death, Angst... the usual suspects in stories like this. You may want Kleenex near by when reading. I watched the first 8 episodes of Season 2 at around midnight when I wrote this, so they based off my musing while watching that and my current obession with the song Overburdened by Disturbed. It will be a two-part one shot.

Disclaimer: I don't own. Never will. Please don't sue, I can't afford to flee the country again.

Overburdened

Chapter 1

Empty graves

That's all that I have left

All that's left of the three most important people in my life

Heh, I don't even know why I'm writing this

No one's gonna find me

Maybe in a few weeks when my body's rottin' and in dire need of Odor Eaters

I guess I just wanted some sort of documentation (big word, I know. Sammy'd be proud) that I actually existed.

That my life wasn't just a dream induced by trauma or drugs or both.

Heck, if this is a dream, then maybe when I pull this trigger, I'll wake up in some hospital or funny farm, maybe with Sammy right next to me, waiting for me to wake up and come back to him.

Or maybe when I pull this trigger, I'll find myself in a black void, suspended between Heaven and Hell forever.

Mu, Oblivion, Purgatory, The Abyss, The Great Beyond, Limbo(got no idea for the last one) whatever they call it nowadays, that's where I'm headed.

It's kinda funny.

I'm dying a coward's death, suicide, while my brother died the most redundant death ever.

A cold turned pneumonia that he caught on a hunt.

A STUPID GOD-FORSAKEN MOTHER-FUCKIN' SHIT-FACED HALF-ASSED GUNS FUCKIN' GLORY BLAZIN' HUNT!

Routine job, about to salt and burn when the spirit pinned Sam to a tree and knocked me on my fucking ass, straight out cold!

I come to, it's raining and Sammy's lying next to a brilliant fire blazing in the grave.

I drag his unconcious ass to the Impala and go back to the motel.

Next day he's coughing like he's been chain-smoking 7 packs a day for 40 years.

I begged him to, at least, down a bottle of cough syrup for it, he refused, saying it'd be gone by the next morning.

Well, it wasn't.

It just got worse and worse until I had to call 911 when I found him in a feverish mess on the motel floor.

He died 4 days later, pneumonia claiming him quickly.

Right after he died, I had to burn his body!

No one knows what that's like!

He's only been dead 18 hours and I'm making a fucking funeral pyre for him!

Anyway, I survived another 4 years, hunting things and saving people until the guilt finally caught up with and consumed me.

Now I'm sitting here on Sammy's grave, a .9mm pistol pressed against my chest.

I don't want a quick death.

Don't deserve it.

I want a death as painful and slow as I can get.

Sure poisoning would work wonders, but it can be too easily considered murder.

This way, no one'd get blamed for it and I'd get what I wanted.

Everyone wins.

So, heh, I guess this is it.

No heroic "dying to save an innocent from evil", just a broken man and a coward's death.

Goodbye, you scumbags and goodbye once again, Sammy.

I know you didn't want me to do this but, here goes nothing.

BANG!

Hey, Everyone! Pyro Psychotic, reporting in. I would love you all to know that When Your Gone Will be updated very soon. I'm working on it along many other new pieces that will also be put up soon, but considered ye selves warned: the new stories going up wil have gore, abuse, violence and many other things. Their titles will be End of My World, Face Down, Savior, Confidental, I'll End the World For Him and 6 Ways to Die. 6 Ways To Die will be very gorey and, as it titles says, the main character will die six different ways. These fanfics will all be for the show Supernatural with Sam as main character in Face Down and Savior and Dean hogging lead in End of My World, Confidental, I'll End The World For Him and 6 Ways to Die.

Well, I'm out for now! Peace! Read and review!