Dear Bianca,

I miss you. I know it's obvious, but I still need to say it. I miss you and I wish you were here. I wish you had never died. Now, who's going to give me a hard time about all the girls that I'll crush on? Who's going to throw me birthday parties? Who's going to celebrate Mom's anniversary with me? Who's going to come to my wedding- assuming somebody will want to marry me. I know that you could throw out a lot of names of friends that could do all those things, but none of them can do it like you could.

None of them can ever be the one to tease me like you can. None of them could ever throw me birthday parties as special as you could. None of them could ever hold me on Mom's anniversary and say, "we're going to be okay because we've got each other and that's all the family we need." None of them could ever add up to you.

I wish you had never grabbed that small figurine of Hades because now you won't be here for my first day of high school and you won't be there to stick up for me when Dad is giving me a hard time about something. You won't be here to be my big sister, even though I know that you still are. You won't be here for anything.

I know that you only grabbed it because you love me and wanted to see me smile, but I can't help it- I'm frustrated with you for not using common sense, for not listening to the warnings that were given to you.

I'm trying to move on, Bianca. I am. But it's definitely going to take some time. I just wish that someone was here to help me get through it all, but nobody accepts a son of Hades- at least not fully. I'm grateful for Percy and Annabeth and Grover and Thalia and everyone else, but I still wish that I had you.

I love you, Bianca. I hope you're alright.

Your brother,

Nico

A/N: Sorry if Nico seems a bit OOC. This is my first fanfic, so I would appreciate it if you would tell me what was good and what I could work on. Ok, press the pretty button below and review my beautiful readers. xD