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It had been a long day Tsuzuki and was walking home and our 'friend' Muraki decided he wanted to pay us a little visit.
"Muraki!" Tsuzuki gasped stopping in his tracks as his chest started to tighten
"Tsuzuki!" I shouted
"Hisoka my chest is tightening I can't breath..." Tsuzuki barely managed before landing on his knees on the ground
"Tsuzuki hang on!" I spoke lunging toward Muraki. This was all his fault if he hadn't cursed Tsuzuki so horribly we wouldn't be in this huge mess. Muraki easily evaded the attack I lunged at him with my katana after all we were walking back from the kendo at the judgement bureau.
I struck and he fell almost lifelessly to the ground. I tried to help Tsuzuki up so I could get him somewhere safe but I forgot I left my katana in Muraki's stomach where I had stabbed him. I had just gotten Tsuzuki up when Muraki stabbed him straight in the side and he doubled over blood pouring from his mouth from where Muraki had stabbed him.
At this point Tsuzuki started wheezing and trying to hold back moans of pain from his rapidly bleeding side Tsuzuki yanked the sword out of his now swelling side where the curse could cause any kind of infection from any open wound.
'Tsuzuki...is suffering because of you I will end this for now!' I thought Lunging forward to strike Muraki again this time making a huge gaping slash across his chest as Muraki fell lifelessly to the ground for now. Finally I got to Tsuzuki's side he was breathing in short ragged gasps and his side severely swollen and he was sweating something fierce.
"Tsuzuki hang in there one-second." I spoke handing him his inhaler which Watari gave me for this part of the curse. Tsuzuki tried to get it to his mouth but doubled over even more pain than before. I bent over even further and picked up the inhaler from when he dropped it and held it to his mouth and squeezed it releasing the cure and watching his as he tried to breath it out slowly. His breath hitched a little as a sharp pain passed through his body.
Tsuzuki tried to get up even though the wound was swollen had only started bleeding worse and falling back on his knees slowly losing balance.
"Tsuzuki are you gonna be all right?" I asked kneeling by his side.
"Hurts really bad Hisoka..." Tsuzuki moaned
"I know it hurts. How bad is the pain?" I asked
"It's about a nine" Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsuzuki come here lean on me a little bit." I spoke
"Hurts bad Hisoka I can't move it hurts too much." Tsuzuki spoke as if on cue a spasm hit "Unh!" I looked to check the wound and as I opened his shirt to reveal his swollen left side and Tsuzuki finally lost balance falling into my arms.
"Tsuzuki..." I spoke pulling him to my chest as the cries of pain got worse."shh...you'll be okay." I whispered
"Hisoka I...Lo...ve...you..." Tsuzuki finally passed out
"I love you too Tsuzuki I have been waiting for you to say that so long." I picked up my phone and dialed Watari "Watari got a slight problem down here help?"
"Sure Hisoka be there in a minute." Watari spoke
"Thank you Watari" I spoke
"No problem Hisoka" Watari spoke from behind me
"Watari Tsuzuki is hurt really bad and its already infected due to the curse he needs help." I spoke
"I see"Watari spoke getting the swelling to go down but not curing the infection 'Hisoka his body is very weak right now and he is very vulnerable during the first twenty-four hours after getting an infection this is going to take a long time to heal as well as other injuries such as this from now on.'"
"Watari how am I supposed to get him back to his apartment?" I asked
"I'll help you when he wakes up don't let him up no matter how much he begs you he needs to rest at least for ten hours after he wakes up in the morning."
We got Tsuzuki back to his apartment his side was still slightly swollen and his body was as still as can be without being laid him on his bed deciding not to cover him due to his raging fever and weakening went home and I got some ice and wrapped it up in a towel and placed it on his side and got a washcloth and dampened it with cool water and laid it on his forehead.
Every little bit Tsuzuki would moan and I would check the cloth it would be warm.I would dip it in the bowl practically praying for him to wake up.'Tsuzuki please wake up what I wouldn't give to here 'Soka! Hidoi! Maybe a but 'Soka!I miss my idiot partner and I just want him back'
"'Soka?"Tsuzuki asked weakly
"Yeah Tsu?" I asked
"What happened why are you here?" Tsuzuki asked
"Tsu Muraki attacked us on the way home from kendo and you had an asthma attack and he stabbed you in the side." I spoke hoping he would remember what he said
"Oh yeah that would explain why my left side hurts and why you're still here but there is something I thought but I don't remember what it was...oh yeah I love you."
"Besides that I said I love you too." I spoke
"'Soka I'm not feeling very good and I'm really tired you should go home and go to 't worry I won't move when I wake up I am in way too much pain as it is and I know better." Tsuzuki spoke
"Okay I'll be back in the morning eight o'clock sharp!"I spoke
"Okay 'Soka I love you see you in the morning." Tsuzuki spoke
"I love you too Tsu good night!" I spoke walking out the door
Next morning Tsuzuki's Point of View
Oh my god it hurts the pain is unbearable how does Hisoka deal with it? Ugh this really hurts I gotta stop getting hurt like this wait I haven't gotten hurt since I got this damn curse. I might not want to clutch the wound that'll just make it hurt worse I think...What time is it? I tried to turn and look at the alarm clock on my table not being able to see it I turned back over thinking Hisoka where are you?
Maybe I should clutch the wound I mean maybe putting pressure on it will make it so it doesn't hurt so hour passes Hisoka still isn't I'll just go back to sleep until he gets here.
"Tsuzuki I'm back!" Hisoka spoke
"..." I don't answer
"Tsuzuki?" Hisoka asked walking into the bedroom "Tsu..." Hisoka spoke looking at me with my eyes closed and my hand over my side.
"Hisoka tell me am I bleeding?" I spoke not opening my eyes the fear of seeing my blood and being too weak to open my eyes in the first place as I lifted my hand off my uncovered side. Revealing what must have been a blood soaked hand.
"Tsu yes you are bleeding and a lot actually the wound hasn't closed up yet." Hisoka spoke
"'Soka how do you deal with this all the time with your curse?" I asked
"Tsu I don't deal with it I have been living with this my entire life." Hisoka spoke
"'Soka it hurts a lot" I spoke
"Tsu I know it hurts but don't clutch it." Hisoka spoke
"Unh annh" I clenched the bed
"Tsu-Tsuzuki!" Hisoka panicked
"Hi-soka..." I barely spoke "this has never happened before."
"Tsu take it easy you're getting a fever." Hisoka spoke
"Soka...UNH!" I gasped
"Tsu come here." Hisoka spoke
"Soka I can't its not a good idea..."I spoke
"Why Tsu?" Hisoka spoke reaching out to grasp my hand
"Number one Hisoka if you touch me you'll over load and if you touch me you'll feel and outrageous amount of pain and number three if I was to lean forward the pain would escalate and I will pass out if there isn't some form of pressure on the wound." I spoke
"Tsu if you don't do something you're going to pass out either way so lean forward and I don't care if I feel a lot of pain as long as you are okay." Hisoka spoke
"Hisoka no!" I shouted
"Tsuzuki if you're gonna be that way I'm leaving." Hisoka spoke walking out the door he did't say I love you so we have already broken up it's all my fault it hasn't even been an hour maybe I should get a new apartment so Hisoka doesn't have to worry about me anymore. I pushed myself up off the blood soaked sheets wrapped an arm around my bad side and proceeded to get out of bed.
I walked to the bathroom fetching the clean bandages and pulling off my blood soaked shirt tossing it into the hamper rolling the bandages around my semi-swollen side.I got my stuff together and set off on my own. About an hour into my journey I had a run in with Muraki and managed to get hurt again this time on my right side.
Meanwhile at my old apartment Eight hours later
"Tsuzuki? Tsuzuki I'm sorry I left and I'm sorry I stormed out forgive me?" Hisoka spoke
No answer
"Tsuzuki?" Hisoka asked walking into the bedroom he gasped when no one was there I left a note.
Hisoka since you were so upset earlier I think you broke up with me I mean if we were going out. If you are reading this I have moved out and went out to seek a new apartment. I don't know where I'll be so I am writing this unsure of what to say. I have left and I am not sure if I want you to visit me at all I need time to sort this all out and hopefully make you happy by doing so. I hope this letter explains why I am gone well enough I have to go because my tears are soaking through the paper.
Asato Tsuzuki nine forty-three a.m.
"Tsuzuki..."
Back to me
My right side is swollen really large my left side isn't much better I managed to find an apartment. Hisoka would never imagine I would go to Hokkaido so here I am in Hokkaido.
Hisoka's Point of view
"Tsuzuki..." I spoke softly as tears began cascading down my face as I held the note in my hands Tsuzuki was gone and it was all my fault. I shouldn't have left like that now he's gone and probably never coming back. I'm so sorry Tsuzuki.
Tsuzuki's Point of View
Hisoka I'm so sorry I know this is probably causing you pain but it has to be done. I looked down at my newly swelling side and the infection raging in it. I need to reduce the swelling luckily I have an icepack for both sides they're throbbing and if I don't stop the pain I'll get a the swelling has gone down but now the pain spasms start to wrack my body as I walked outside onto the path.
"H-UNH!" I cried as the first pain assaulted my body I wish Hisoka was here maybe this wouldn't hurt so much. The spasms just kept coming and coming worse and worse the pain is too much I have to do something not looking I flipped open my cellphone and dialed Hisoka I pressed the call button two rings in I hung up due to a major spasm. "Hi-soka I'm so sorry." I spoke as the world began to fade slowly.
In one last attempt to contact him I texted him and then the world went black as I collapsed in the area where Muraki and I had fought.
Hisoka's Point of view
My phone vibrated making an annoying whining sound the screen flashing new message. I opened my phone from...Tsuzuki!
I read the message.
Hisoka I'm in trouble I'm in Hok
Then the message ended I immediately stood up and ran for the door I grabbed my winter coat and ran out the door slinging it on over my clothes. Hok could only mean Hokkaido I had better go find him before he gets any worse. I ran toward Hokkaido as fast as my legs would carry me I arrived an hour later at the scene laid out in front of me Tsuzuki was laying in the snow unconscious and unresponsive.
There was a medium sized puddle of blood around him I lifted his hand off his left side and checked it .It was lightly covered with blood. I knew that his right side wasn't hurt when he left so it must be fine still. I turned my head to the scene around me there was blood two knee prints and a hand print and some blood about an arms length away from it and a body imprint from some sort of fight then I realized he must have been attacked by Muraki.
His breaths were coming out in short gasps I gasped as I looked toward his right side his hand was clenched around something an ice pack which was nearly covered in blood. His right side didn't look swollen compared to his left side so I gently lifted him up into my arms a bit of blood dripped from his lip. Oh my god Tsuzuki this is all my fault I teleported to my apartment with his upper body still in my arms and him laying just as still as when I found him.
I placed my hand on his forehead he was running a slight fever
Tsuzuki why do you always have to do this to yourself and do something stupid. Tsuzuki you need to learn to use your shield for yourself more often and not getting yourself hurt so much its a wonder why you're always ill. At this point I didn't think Tsuzuki would come around as I was thinking that.
"Hisoka?" Tsuzuki asked weakly "You okay?"
"Tsuzuki! Thank God you're okay!" I gasped with a sigh of relief
"Hisoka I'm sorry about earlier it was all my fault and I know I hurt you." Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsu..." I was interrupted by Tsuzuki pulling forward wrapping his arms around his sides and groaning "Tsuzuki!" I gasped
"Hisoka I'm fine it's nothing but a pain its not that bad." Tsuzuki spoke
Wait a minute his sides? No, he couldn't have went that far and actually got himself hurt again I don't think he's that stupid.
"..." I was quiet in thought
Tsuzuki groaned again in pain "Tsuzuki come here" I spoke
"Hisoka no" Tsuzuki spoke going into tears
"Tsuzuki come here." I spoke
"No Hisoka I'm sorry I was... I was... I was raped" Tsuzuki broke down in tears
"Tsuzuki..." I spoke
"Hisoka I should probably be going back to my apartment." Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsuzuki why don't you just stay down here for the night?"I asked hoping to be able to talk to him about the letter.
"Hisoka I'm fine sides I don't have any clothes down here anymore and I need to be at home besides I'll be fine sides you know me." Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsuzuki..." I spoke
"Hisoka I'm fine" Tsuzuki spoke
"Fine Tsuzuki go home I'll see you soon" I spoke defeated
"Hisoka I'll see you in a couple of days I still need to think about what happened." Tsuzuki spoke walking out the door he was normally never like this what I did must have hurt him deeply and I should have realized sooner.
Tsuzuki's Point of view
As I got out the door I felt relieved that I didn't need to talk to Hisoka about the rape but then again I felt really awful for not telling him this when I woke up. I thought as I was about half way to my apartment at that very moment I had a huge spasm that was enough to make me vomit blood.
As I was approaching my apartment building another spasm assaulted my body. I vomited blood one more time. I walked upstairs to my apartment as I got in I slid down the door and moaned softly as I touched the floor and felt the pain worsen and again I pulled myself up off the floor and managed to make it to the freezer and pull out an Icepack and pulled it to my sides the icepack was large enough and placed a bandage over the icepack to keep it in place.
I struggled to get up I struggled to my room where I wound up on the floor unable to move. I decided at this moment it would be a good idea to finally clutch the injuries but it didn't work I was in some serious trouble as I felt my fever start to spike.
"Nnn...Damn..." I mumbled passing out my blood covered hand the last thing I saw as I passed out completely.
The next morning
I moaned waking up to my phone beeping loudly as I received a text message.
It was from Hisoka
:Tsuzuki I was checking to see if you are okay I am really worried about you and I just want to know how you are feeling.
I texted him telling a lie but I couldn't help it i didn't want him knowing that I really felt like I was dying on the inside and on the outside. I'm upset but I really don't want to talk about it with Hisoka he would kill me.
Hisoka texted back saying that he wanted the truth but I knew I couldn't tell him he would chain me to the wall and never let me move again. He would never let me out of his sight and he most of all wouldn't let me work at all.
So I texted him telling another lie lets just hope that he doesn't figure out that it is a lie again because I am out of lies. Hisoka finally texted back he said tell the truth stop lying. I finally texted back telling him the truth and he texted back : Better how bad does it hurt if it hurts.
Hisoka it doesn't hurt its just really sore and well you wouldn't understand how bad it hurts and you would be surprised. I am fine and you probably are going to text back oh my god are you okay! Before you text me back here is your answer yes I am okay and no I don't need you to come over here to watch me dying slowly.
Hisoka texted back again...
Tsuzuki number one I would not make you suffer with having me around and number two I know that you don't particularly care for me at all after what happened and number three that you wouldn't want me around anyway.
I sighed defeated as I texted Hisoka for the last time in this conversation.
Hisoka if you want to come and check on me I live in Hokkaido in an apartment building about one fourth of a kilometer from where you found me. Right outside there is puddle of blood from where I have been throwing up blood since yesterday.
Hisoka Texted back
Tsuzuki its okay I am not going to hurt you and I don't want to make you upset by showing up and I know what you are thinking about this text but I will not be showing up so hope that you are having fun. - Hisoka
As I read the message I had had it I called Hisoka
"Hello?" Hisoka answered
"Hey Hisoka" I spoke
"Tsuzuki what do you need?" Hisoka asked
"Hisoka I want you to come see me." I spoke
"Tsuzuki..." Hisoka spoke
"Hisoka I know what you are thinking and it is wrong." I spoke
"Tsuzuki..." Hisoka spoke again
"Hisoka I still love you I don't care what you did I still love you." I spoke
"Tsuzuki... I don't love you anymore"Hisoka spoke
"Hisoka..." I choked up tears welling up in my eyes
"I'm sorry Tsuzuki but I don't just love you I want to go out with you." Hisoka spoke "Look outside"
I stumbled toward the window to see him waving I weakly waved back as the tears came cascading down my face and I fell to the floor slowly a lighthearted smile on my face as the tears continued to cascade down my face at full force. I heard a knock at the door and stumbled slowly to the it to see Hisoka standing there a light smile playing on his lips as he ran forward and hugged me. His arms flew around my waist and I doubled over his shoulder. I almost vomited blood as Hisoka wrapped his arms tighter around my waist I tried not to vomit the blood which had taken up residency in my mouth.
"Tsuzuki are you alright?" Hisoka asked unwrapping his arms from my waist.
"..." I didn't answer I fell back the world fading darker and darker until it was nothing but black.
Switch Point of view Hisoka
Tsuzuki fell back and landed on the floor a slight amount of blood dripping from his lip finally he started having blood freely flow from his mouth trickling down the thin line from his mouth.
"Damn it" I spoke softly wrapping my arms around his upper body and began moving him toward what I hoped was his bedroom.
I didn't know that he was this sensitive to touch in that area. I don't know but I thought he would have healed by now I thought that it was just slowed down by the infection by a week or so. Maybe a week isn't enough or he is hiding something again. I wouldn't be surprised if he is but I'll ask him when he wakes up. I thought laying him down on his bed.
About two hours later... Tsuzuki moaned lightly waking up he looked as if he was in a lot of pain. I didn't know what to do but stand there looking like an idiot. He nearly cried out in pain as he sat up I took a closer look at his abdomen the whole area was slightly swollen.
"Tsuzuki take it easy lay back your abdomen is swollen." I spoke putting my hands on his shoulders gently pushing him back against the pillows.
"Hisoka I'm fine nothing to worry about now let me up." Tsuzuki spoke no signs of pain evident in his voice or his features.
"Tsuzuki before I let you get up I have a question to ask you." I spoke
"Ask away Hisoka I have nothing to hide." Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsuzuki is there something that you are hiding from me?" I asked
Tsuzuki looked down at his slightly swollen abdomen and replied "Yes Hisoka there is something I have been hiding from you."
"What is it?" I asked gently
"Hisoka there is more than one part to the infection... I got hurt while I was being raped..." Tsuzuki spoke
"Tsuzuki how did it happen?" I asked
"Hisoka while he was raping me I tried to escape then it turned into a battle I threw a knife that I had stashed in my jacket at him I got him in the leg from my prone position on the ground and he threw the knife back and hit me in the side." Tsuzuki spoke as he doubled over in pain clutching his abdomen.
"Tsuzuki!" I gasped trying to lean him back on his bed but he wouldn't lay back down he couldn't the spasm kept him sitting upright the whole time while the pain got worse!
TBC
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