"I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly"

I always remembered all those humorous fights we always got into. It was always about me calling you "ugly". The truth was I never thought you were ugly. You were like a big sister to me that took me under your wing. I always loved you like a big sister.

"The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same"

Nothing will ever be the same now that your gone. You always made me smile and no one won't be there to teach me Kamiya Kasshin Ryo. I didn't believe you but in the end you were right, it did make me stronger. I'm sorry that I never told you.

"I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't"

I wish that I can tell you everything that I wanted to tell you, but I know that I can't because your gone. I want to tell you that I looked up to you, and I wanted to be as strong as you. I also loved those little fights we used to have because when we got over them, you would smile at me like a loving big sister, something that I never had until I met you. No matter how stubborn I was you would always make me do the right thing and no matter how much I wanted to give up, you would always give that little shove to make me keep moving on and tell me not to give up.

"I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same"

I won't ever forget the good times we had and no one will ever take your place or make me forget you because your engraved into my mind. People know that there will never be someone like you because you were different from all the other people out there.

"I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by"

When the reality hit me that you died, my mind was blank and I couldn't comprehend anything except the news that was given to me, it seemed so unrealistic. I ran into your room and saw that your skin was death white, I put my head to your chest to make sure this wasn't some sick joke, and I found that there was no heart beat. I screamed and cried like a baby that has lost their nurturer. I kept asking "Why her?" in my head. I stayed up past midnight to dawn waiting for you to open your cheerful blue eyes but that never came.

"Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back"

The reality finally hit when Kenshin, Sano, and Megumi came into the room to take your lifeless body away for burial. I just sat there and watched them like a zombie that didn't have any life in them. I know your not coming back, and I know nothing will bring you back. I watched the burial, everyone in the village came. You were loved very much. No one will forget you.

"The day you slipped away,
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The say you slipped away,
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh..."

Kenshin, me, Sano, and even Megumi will miss you. They won't forget your cheerful personality, love, and kindness. No days that go by will be the same without you. You have made everyone into a better person and I think you had the most affect on Kenshin. He always tells me the same story of how he wandered here and met you. It made me laugh a little bit.

"Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah,
I miss you."

Kaoru, my big sister, I hope you know that I love you and will always miss you.