Dear Diary … This is the story Eriol and Tomoyo .

Chapter one: The pain

Wow, it's been about 2 and a half years since I last updated or written a new fanfic. Hahaha. Don't blame me! These two years has been tough and yeah, you know school and all . But don't worry, I have came back to and yup is now continuing to write Eriol and Tomoyo fanfics! horray. Lols. Even though two years has passed, I am still a big fan of Eriol and Tomoyo and I don't think that, during my whole lifetime, not any other anime couple can replace Eriol and Tomoyo , as they are and will be my all time favouritie couple! Yippe.

Hmms, this fanfic really means a lot to me as it is based on a true story about myself. I guess that I thought this was a very interesting storyline, and I wanted to express my emotions through Tomoyo's eyes. Please R&R and feel free to give me any suggestions about this fanfic. Also I'm warning you, characters MIGHT be a little OOC. Sorry.

-Clara

Summary : "Dear Diary, I think I'm in love with this boy, his name is Eriol" . Join Tomoyo, and read her personal diary, as she takes you on a journey within her story of Tomoyo and Eriol .

Dear Diary .

I don't know what to do, I know he loves her but he says he loves me more. I'm so lost and confused. I can't bear this pain anymore. I just want to cry, just want to let it all out. Let all these pain, emotions and confusion go away. But it's just almost impossible.

They say, watching tragic, romance movies, would make you cry - NEVER. They say listening to sad, slow jam, love songs would help you let your emotions out – UNTRUE and they always say reminiscing on what he has done and said would have tears pouring out of your eyes. – TOTAL RUBBISH.

I've tried almost everything just to express my feelings, but nothing would work. I really want that day to come. The day when I can finally explode. Where I can see how red my eyes are and how many Kleenex tissues I have used. But then again, when that day comes, I can be happy again and just move on with life. Free from all these anxiety and issues and maybe even him too.

The only thing, that makes me better now . Is writing this – Writing my story. The story of me and him. My story of Tomoyo and Eriol .

Lots of Love

-Tomoyo Daidouji . 4:51 pm