Chapter 1
Dam! I cant believe I am actually doing this.
So yesterday everyone in the pack was in the beach and bonfire, but of course I didn't want to be there I didn't want to see my once best friend
Emily and my ex-boyfriend her fiance Sam, I didn't want to see them hugging, kissing, or looking at each other in as usual since I was the only one who wasn't there I got stuck patrolling.
About 30 minutes into the patrolling I smelled vampire. The red headed leech. I tried to follow her,but she was faster and I lost her. Dam her. Now I have to go to the stupid bonfire and explain to the freaked alpha I lost the leech.
I walked closer to the bonfire and everyone got quiet, which was expected they all thought I worked for the devil or something, seriously they all considered me evil. Idiots. Everyone around the fire knew about the supernatural, there was Billy, Mom,Old Quill,Sam, Emily, Jared, Kim, Quill, Claire, Paul, Embry, Jacob, the leech lover
" Hey all mighty alpha" I said to annoy him "I need a second " I motion for him to come ,because there was no way in hell I wanted to see him and Emily all hugging and happy. Thankfully he walked towards me.
" Yes Leah? " he asked in an annoyed tone, almost as if expecting me to start yelling and making a scene, that pissed me off
" Look Sam I don't want to be here,but I smelled the red headed leech while patrolling " now that got his attention
" What? When? " he asked
" About 15 minutes ago , by the border of Forks and the rez "
" Come on we have to go tell the others " he moved to grab my hand
" DON'. ME " I said with as much venom as I could and walked towards the others
" The red head leech was on the border of Forks and the rez " I said to them
" Did you catch her? Why didn't you tell us sooner? '' asked Jacob placing a protective arm around the leech lover
" No I didn't catch her, and am telling you now " I said in a bored tone
" Dam Leah you should have told us sooner" he yelled angrily
" Oh yeah and how was I going to tell you, when all of you are here in this stupid bonfire singing happy songs " I yelled back angrily
" Shut up Leah" he yelled
" What? No! If its anyone fault its the leech lover , the red head wants her, we should just let her have her " I said. In a second Jacob was in front of me, he graved my arms roughly. That hurt but I would never admit it to anyone
'' What its true " I said trying not to show the pain when he added more Pressure
" Let her go! Now! " said Sam in an authority voice. Jacob let go of me
" What ever am done patrolling " I said walking away. I glance to the right to see leech lover almost crying. Dam I didn't want to make her cry, but I was not going to apologize right now with everyone here
I went home and cried. I hated how angry I was all the time, and how in that anger I tended to say things I didn't mean . I hated being a wolf. I hated that Sam imprinted on Emily. I hated how he left me with no explanation. I hated how the one person I needed, Emily,wasn't there, she was probably screwing him while I cried. I hated how I didn't get to go to college, because Sam and his stupid order that we have to stay in La Push. I hated how I would probably never be able to have kids
I know everyone thought I was trying to make everyone miserable, but it wasn't true. They were the once that made me miserable. When I first phased everyone felt pity for my dads death and for me being the first female to phased. I was angry at them because I didn't want their pity. So I put this touch act where I didn't care what people thought of me and that I didn't care about them. That just backfired, because everyone started to think how Sam was lucky to get out of the relationship we had. How lucky he was to have Emily because she was better than me. I was so angry, so I started thinking about Embry's dad and how it could be Sam, Jacob,or Quill's dad. I know that was low but I was hurt, I mean these were the kids that I would babysit when our parent would go out even thou I was only 4 years older than most of them. They were the kids that at one point or another walked up to me with a flower and called me pretty and asked me to marry them.
I hated how they felt sorry for Sam, because apparently he still loved me and he hurt because of it. I was the one that hurt because he loved me but not enough. Did they really think I wanted Sam to love me because that was not the case.
I wanted to be left alone
I wanted real friends but I lost some with my anger, some our friendship ended because between patrolling and work there was no time let and the rest choose Sam over me.
But it was wrong of me to say for the leech lover to be handed over to the redhead.
So here I was walking up the porch of the lee-Bella's house to apologize. I knew that none of the wolf were here since they were all in a mandatory meeting for the pack which am sure I'll pay missing it by extra patrolling.
My goal : apologize to Bella and threaten her not to tell anyone I was nice
The house looked the same since the last time I was here about 6 or 7 years yellow paint still chipping off, the red door still there even the swing Seth and I broke when the Chief took care of us about 8 years ago. I checked to see that Bella's truck was there. It was and so was the police car.
I knocked on the door was open.
My whole world was his. He was my reason for living. My reason for waking up in the morning. No one,or anything was more important than his safety and revolved around this men. My heart felt lighter, I didn't reset Sam and Emily being together. The pain from fathers death was not as bad anymore.
I love bis brown curly shaggy hair that I could imagine running my hair thou it all day. I love his eyes they reminded me of milk chocolate my favorite food. I love his full dark lips that looked very kissable.I love his creamy skin with a slight 5 o'clock shadow. Broad shoulders with sightly muscled arms. I love everything about him.I love him
I imprinted
I imprinted on Chief Charlie Swan