I sat there thinking about everything in my life. Everything. From the first day I could remember. Now that things were drawing to an end I could remember more events and each became more and more vivid, as if I was reliving them.
I saw my best moments with each of my very best friends. I saw my worst moments and the saddest moments. I saw the times when everything was absolutely perfect and all the times when everything was not.
I could not have asked for more perfect people to come in and out of my life, but only some will leave a footprint in my heart. Only some will stay with me forever. Through thick 'n thin. Through the good and the bad. Through the worst times and the best.
I stood up looking down on the ground. I took a deep breath. This was it, I thought. I looked up to the sky and sent a silent prayer to God, thanking him for all the wonderful things he had given me in my life-time and wishing for the best in all my family and friends. I glanced behind me. No one was there. Not a single soul. I was glad for that. I did not want anybody to see me do the worst thing in my life. I would rather have everybody's last memory of me be something happy and fun. Not sad and depressing.
Then...I jumped.
From the three story building.
Going down and down.
I seemed to move in slow motion as I watched the ground get closer and closer. As I got closer and closer to the end of all my suffering and all my pain. I never thought this day would come. I thought I would be able to hold strong until everything passed, but I was not.
My life literally flashed right before my eyes I saw everything I loved in life. My friends, my family, everything...and then...it vanished...
There was darkness and nothing. I heard nothing, felt nothing, smelt nothing, saw nothing. Nothing but darkness...
The light it came like they all say it does. The light starts out small like a train in a dark tunnel. The light get larger and larger, brighter and bright, closer and closer. Until the light seems to rip open revealing the most beautiful thing in the whole world. The sight of...
I hit the ground.