Josh?
Yeah?
Is everything OK? Just wanted to check up on you
{No, it isn't. My sisters are dead and it's my fucking fault. My little sisters are gone because of me. Do you know how that feels, Sam? To be responsible for the death of the people you need to protect?}
I'm good
Good to hear. Wanna meet up later? We can just talk.
{I don't deserve to talk to you}
Cant. Busy
Ok cool. See you later
{Love you}
Bye
Bye :)
{I'm not okay}
{He's not okay}
February 26, 2012
7:34 AM
Sam?
Sam are you awake?
I am now
Sorry. I just wanted to check up
{I had a nightmare about you}
Im fine
Good. You can go back to sleep now
{And I was having the nicest dream}
I think I will. Goodnight
Night
{Beautiful}
March 16, 2012
3:23 PM
I'm having a party tonight. Wanna come?
I'm not really up for a party
{It's too hot for long sleeves. You can't see me like this}
I mean it's not really a party just a get together, with the crew
{No one will show up. It can just be us}
Maybe another time
{God I want to, Sam. I want to}
Thats fine. See you
{Josh you need help. Let me help}
April 1, 2012
8:34 AM
Morning! Happy April Fool's
{are you okay? This used to be your favorite holiday}
oh yeah. I forgot
{I used to love April fool's. Last year Beth and I - }
oh
{god why did I bring that up}
wanna grab lunch or something?
{please say yes}
{I can't say yes}
no. I've got to go. Ttyl
{can't do anything right, can I? I'm a fucking awful friend}
ok bye
July 2, 2012
11:48 AM
Mike's doing a Fourth party. You coming?
yeah! I think I need some time outside
{my mom does, anyway}
Awesome. Can't wait
{thank god you'll be there. I've barely seen you in the past four months. I feel like its all my fault. Don't you get it, Josh? They were my friends, too}
me neither
maybe we can see a movie later this week? Just for fun
{oh god}
sure. But you're buying
ha! nice try mister Rich Guy
{Why do I love her so much?}
lol
hey josh?
yeah?
{don't ask... god, do not ask}
you okay? Do you want to talk?
{no. Yes. Yes, I do. You're the only one I can talk to. Even Hill is just a creep}
nah. I'm alright
good to hear
{you're lying}
December 26, 2012
10:35 AM
great party last night huh?
{I saw you smile for the first time in... God, how long has it been}
yeah
{I can't fucking believe I kissed you. Maybe you forgot}
Mike did some crazy shit. I can't believe that guy sometimes
me neither
{I think she forgot}
{I hope he forgot}
i was thinking about having us all go up to the cabin again. Just like old times. You know, beer and all that shit
sounds nice. I could go for a little break
{Maybe it'll fix things. We'll all be okay}
awesome
{I love you}
January 3, 2013
3:57 PM
Hey Sam
i know you're away but I still wanted to say hi. A little welcome back type thing, you know
im doing pretty good. Looking forward to the trip to the cabin
{None of you care. But I still worry about you. Maybe I should tell you. Maybe you can help}
Anyway I'll see you soon
February 17, 2013
1:42 PM
They've been searching for you for weeks now, Josh
{you fucking idiot. You dumbass. We did care you moron}
please pick up. You know I hate funerals
{there's not even a body}
i miss you. We all do
March 2, 2013
9:47
where the hell are you
{according to everyone, you're dead. Why didn't I tell you? Why didn't you tell me?}
April 30, 2013
4:53 PM
i love you, Josh
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