this is my first story. so... please be honest. Tell me what you think... I'll see you down there (hopefully)

Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, I wouldn't be here.

CHAPTER 1

I stand by my car in the parking lot, half listening to my brother chat up with our friends about the new car he got, and half staring across the lot.

At her. At Bella.

I shouldn't be. But I always do. I can't help it, she always looked so beautiful, and she made the cutest gestures.

See normally, my staring would be more subtle, because she would be here, standing with us, laughing at the lame jokes my brother made.

But then Jake came. And now she stands across the lot with him every morning. Laughing at his jokes, smiling at him.

And I stand here. Staring at her. Not laughing at my brother's jokes.

I get snapped out of my misery when I hear my name. I look at Rosalie, the flawless blonde Barbie doll that happens to be my brother's girlfriend, and raise a questioning eyebrow to show her I wasn't listening.

She sighs, she knows. They all do. Even she does.

"I was just saying that we have math together now" Rosalie explained.

"Oh, yeah, we do" I say dumbly. Great job, captain obvious.

"When will you get over your crush on Bella? I mean, come on" My oh-so-sensitive brother says gesturing across the lot. Where the happy couple were making out against Jacob's car.

I just glare at him.

"Shut the fuck up," I say, walking past him towards the school entrance. I pause to call over my shoulder "Rose, you coming?"

"No, Emmett will walk me, won't you, baby?" I hear her coo.

I just keep walking, disgusted by their constant PDA. I walk straight to my locker, like I usually do: Head down, avoiding everyone's gaze.

Don't get me wrong, I wasn't some sort of anti-social nerd, far from it, actually. I just didn't like people in general. They were just so stupid sometimes.

Speaking of stupid. I saw Jessica and Lauren lurking around my locker. They're your typical blonde bimbo: blonde, obviously, curvy, extremely sexy, yet stupid to a D.

I've had sex with each one of them once. Maybe twice. I forgot. But at the time, I thought I had made it pretty clear that that's all I was interested in. Sex. I guess I wasn't being clear enough, seeing they were both extremely clingy. All. The damn. Time.

"Hi, Edward." I heard Lauren say, in what I think was her sexy voice, but sounded more like she had a cold. "How are you today?"

Without looking at her, I opened my locker, took out my math textbooks, nodded my hello, and replied with a 'fine'. I don't think she got the vibe that I was pissed off though, because she giggled and touched my bicep as though I had said something funny.

"Excuse me, ladies, I have to go to class now" I say, walking past both of them straight into class, taking my usual seat in the back. Rose was already there.

"What's got your panties in a twist?" She said. "I mean, other than the fact that your crush is making out with another guy as we speak?" I could hear the smile in her voice. I was not amused.

"You hang out with Emmet way too much. And I had a little… run in with Lauren and Jessica who happened to be lurking around my locker"

"Again? Maybe you should just get with one of them and get it over with."

"I've been with both of them already. Plus, they're not my type" I say and lean back in my seat, opening my books, looking for my homework.

"Blonde and sexy isn't your type? I'm offended" she says, trying to actually sound offended. I just roll my eyes.

"Stupid isn't my type. Plus, no offense, but I prefer brunettes" I say with a wink.

I know this first chapter is small. I just wanted to publish something to see the general opinion and if I should keep writing. Please tell me what you think.

-M