Hello there!
This is my first KageHina story, hope you like it.
I'm very sorry for the typos in advance, it's late night, about 2 am, and I'm sooooo fucking tired.
So, obviously my inspiration to write lift it's head. I'll check this tomorrow with a freasher eyes.
Please, review if you liked it :)
Edit. i fixed some missing words, fixed some sentences and few other things. Oh damn that was embarrassing. I'm gonna write one more chapter, some fluff and hot chocolate to balance this chapter's sadness and angst.
~He felt lost.
Where am I?
Who am I?
Who is that wringled old guy with a dead look in his eye's, looking from the reflection of the window?
What is this pain I feel?
I feel so empty.
Something's missing.~
The short old man, still a hint of orange in his grey hair, still as wild as in his teens, whimpered as he sat on his usual spot in his house.
"Ojisan, please move with us. We're all worried of you." A pretty ginger woman in her late twenty's begged next to him. Holding his hand in her's. "You have to stop living in the past, he's not coming back."
The old man just stared blankly out of the window.
"Okaasan's wating for you. She wishes to see you. She hopes to spend her last years with her loved oniisan."
"Where's Kageyama?" The silent question escapes from the old man's lips.
The woman flinches as the most feared question is asked. The question answered so many times. And everytime the answer chattered the heart of her gentle, once so cheerful big brother of her okaasan, and as well hers.
"Kageyama's not here anymore. He died years ago, when he saved you. Don't you remeber?" The woman finally says with a very shaky voice, after a long silence, tears running down from her cheeks.
"Kageyama's... dead..?" Old man whispers. And right after that the memories floods once again
"Ne! Kageyama!" Hinata shouts as he jumps exitedly next to his friend and volleyball partener as they were on their way home after practise. "You saw that last spike I landed right through Tsukishima's block? It went through like WHAAAAM! It felt so GOOD! And I was like GWAAH! And Tsukishima's face was like AAARRGHH!"
"Shut up, dumpass! You're too loud!" Kageyama snorts. "Though that was the best face what he'd ever made. Haven't seen him get so irked before! Hahahaa!"
"I know!" Hinata smiles the trademark radiant whole face smile of his, but suddenly it vanishes and he gets little flustered and he stops walking. "Nee... Kageyama..."
"Hm? What is it, dumpass?" Kageyama grins his creepy (but cute) smile as he lets that megane-kun's expression linger in his minds.
"The-...T-there's something I-I've wanted to t-tell you..." Hinata stutters as he tries to force himself to speak out, even though he feels like dying from embarrassment. "Please don't hate me after I've said it!"
"Fine. Speak up." Kageyama stares at Hinata, waiting to hear something stypid from his mouth again.
"Um... K-Kag-Kag-Ka-Kageyama" Hinata shuts his eyes and clearly is trying to collect all his bravery. "Kageyama! I lo-"
"HINATAWATCHOUT!" Kageyama cuts panicked and pale expression on his face, and bushes him to the side of the road.
There's a huge crash and a sickening thud before piersing monotone howl from the car's horn.
"Kag-Kageyama...?" Hinata whispers, harsh fear burning in his heart, as he slowly climbs up. He keeps his eyes shut. He can't look. He don't want to confirm, what he already knows. But he has to.
Hinata slowly opens his eyes, gaze pointing to his feet, and slowly starts to lift his gaze. Inch by inch. And finally he sees it.
Instantly his stomach turns upside down and he looses all its content without turning his eyes of the sight in front of him. Kageyama half laying on top of a car as it had hit to the wall, Kageyama in between. Blood on the wall, on the car and the blank eyes of Hinata's friend, whom he loved. That before so cute creepy face, now all bloody and broken.
Hinata hears a cry. And soon he realizes it's coming from himself.
He collapses to the ground, still crying and not long when people starts to cather to the scene.
Hinata feels strong arms wrap around him and a familiar husky voice murmuring to his ear to sooth him.
"Hinata! Hinata!" Ukai-san's voice echoes through his hazy mind and he lightly notices that they're not so far from Sakanoshita store.
Hinata doesn't have any idea what Ukai's saying, but his soft murmurs envelopes him inside as he bawls against his coach's chest.
Everything what happened after that went in a blur. The funeral, the anguished faces of their team. Teams from other schools. Hinata's expressionless being shocking everyone. Breaking their hearts. Even the Grand King came to talk and tried to comfort him. And seeing no use of words, he yanked Hinata to his embrance and everyone around them could see him cry hard when Hinata didn't.
Not much flashes after that. Random new faces, new places. Constant agony in his heart. Familiar faces and consoling voices. Heartbroken glances. Then the blissfull silence as Hinata escapes to nothing. Escapes inside of the past and the present remains untouched.
"HAAHH!" Hinata gasp as he comes to, tears flooding from his eyes. The familiar smell of the gym hits right to his face as the voices around him reaches to his consiousness.
"I KILLED HIM!" Asahi's panicked cry echoed around the gym.
"Hinata! You okay?!" Takeda-sensei's startled voice shouting. "He's dead! A-a-ambulance!"
"Calm down, sensei! Not that ambulance again!" Ukai-san shouting at him. "He's fine!"
"Hinata. Are you okay? Do you know where you are?" Sugawara-senpai's gentle voice murmuring at him as he tries to examine did Hinata damage his head this time.
"Kageyama!" Hinata lets a startled cry and stoods up way too fast and is soon on his way back to the floor as the vision flips black. Or would've been if Daichi hadn't managed to scoop him from under his arms.
"Hinata, you dumpass!" Kageyama shouts from next them. "What the fuck you think you're doing, huh!? Get back down and lay still! Dumbass!"
Hinata ignores Kageyama's words and shoves Daichi away, surprising the team captain, and stumbles against Kageyama sending them both to the floor.
"What the fuck Hinata?!" Kageyama startes to fume, not only by anger, but all the anger dies flat as he feels Hinata wrap his tiny arms around his torso ~oh my go, oh my goood~ and Hinata's muffeled sobs and ununderstandable mumble shocks the poor setter, and the other team, as totally heartbroken Hinata bawls his eyes out against Kageyama's chest.
"H-hoy... Hinata..." Worried by the Cutest and Strongest Decoy's, the one he seacretly loved, behaviour Kageyama whispers. "Wh-what is it?"
"Y-y-you...W-w-w-wh-why'd..." Hinata sobbed. "Wh-wh-why'd y-you d-d-do 'at?"
"Wh-what? Why did I do what?!" Kageyama was confused and was sending the help pleas to the shocked team surraunding them. No help from there, they was as dumpfound as he. The whole day had been normal.
"W-wh-why'd yo-you sa-saved me! Y-yo-you d-died! Ba-bakageyama!" Hinata bawled to his disgustingly wet shirt, adding quite of an ammout of snot on it. "W-hen y-you d-died, I-I lo-ost e-every-th-ing! Ever-y-one c-cried! E-even the Grand Kin-ng!"
"Hina.. wha...?" Now very flustered Kageyama tried to cut in.
"I think it's best to let him finish." Suga whispered to Kageyama.
"Bakageyama! Y-you j-just le-t me d-die! I-I ca-n't li-ve with-out yo-you! I g-got s-so very o-old and lonely! So pityfuuuul! I'd rather d-die than be-become li-like th...at..."
And just like that Hinata was out again. Luckily just asleep which could be told from the soft snore.
"Hinata..." Sugawara sniffeled.
" . .THAT." Disgusted Tsukishima asked. Though his voice broke a little and there was a little red under his eyes, which couldn't be hided from Suga's mother... ehrm... sharp eyes. ~Oh how cute and lovable tsundere he is.~
"We better let him rest." Ukai-san opened his mouth. "Okay. Let's end our practise from today. Takeda-sensei will take Hinata to his home. Asahi, Tanaka, take Hinata to sensei's car."
But it seems like Hinata's not willing to go. Hinata unconsiously clings to Kageyama and only sniffles and buries his face harder against Kageyama as they tries to wake him up.
"UGH!" The beet red Kageyama flinches Hinata's ard squeeze. "Umm... I guess Hinata can come to my place today. My parents are out of the town anyway."
"That should 's not school tomorrow anyway. I'll need to call her mother first and inform her for the happenings and ask if that's okay." Takeda-sensei dig's the phone and takes the call.
Kageyama closes the door right after he had send Takeda-sensei off after he had dropped the students at Kageyama's house and after he'd assured Kageyama to call if he needed something.
Kageyama headed back to his room to go to sleep too after he'd make sure Hinata were still asleep. He laid down on to the futon and listened Hinata's soft breathing in the bed. ~What was that burst about?~ And soon he too was sound asleep, only to be woken by Hinata shouting in his nightmare.
"Hinata! It's okay! Everything is fine!" Kageyama assured and leapt to Hinata's side and caressed his damp orange hair.
Hinata's eyes shot open and he started to bawl again, still half asleep. "Kageyama... don't le-leave me. I-I love you..."
Kageyama felt a huge hotwave to run from his head to toes and something snapped in his head.
Kageyama grabbed from Hinata's chin and landed his lips firmly on the others and let his arms coil around the smaller teen.
"Hinata..." He whispered. And started to plant soft kisses all over Hinata's face. "I'm here. And I'm never gonna leave you, bumdass."
Kageayma watched as a warm smile started to shine again in Hinata's eyes.
"U..un..."