Bloody Ice

by darkened demoness

Kagome has learned to deal with her pain and has slowly become so used to it she's lost completely.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha but I will soon I think.

Bloody Ice

Standing in the snow,

Only a scarf to warm you.

Do you feel the warmth?

It's far from here.

Do you feel the warmth?

Drifting on ice?

Drowning in the sea?

You expect to feel it,

When the numbness sets in,

The warmth and pleasure.

You pathetic thing,

So deep in denial,

Expecting everything,

To come to you.

Who am I to talk?

Queen of Depression.

I feel no heat,

Only fierce cold.

My frown is frozen,

Never to move.

My eyes,

A glacial hue.

My nails,

Waiting to stab you in the back.

Betrayal and deception.

My words come out,

Bitter and sharp,

From the center of coldness,

Itself.

My heart is fragile,

And yet so cold.

It withstands so much,

Internal damage.

Ironically,

It's damaged by you,

Being cold to me.

Every bitter word,

Is twisting the dagger,

Thrust in my chest,

Yet I feel no pain.

Sad as it sounds,

As I try,

To set things right,

I drown.

I lose my words,

Lost in my mind,

I cannot say sorry,

And never will try.

When I try,

I go numb,

I feel as I'm drowning,

Unable to breathe.

My lungs full of water,

Words I can't say.

Even now,

I can hardly bear the weight.

It's only an argument,

We tell ourselves.

It will soon be over.

We are not so fortunate,

The warmth will never come.