I was watching Beyblade and this is just something that happened to float through the empty void inside my head. Please R and R to let me know what you think. Like it or hate it please R and R as honest opinions are always welcome.
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Selfish
Mine is a black heart and there is nothing I can do,
I never thought of your loss only of my gain,
It was a long hot night I made it seem so easy I made it seem right,
But you should have walked away,
It all been said and done before,
My whispers as lethal as a switch blade attack,
I'm just a thrill and a fantasy with no humanity,
For no one alive can always be an angel,
But I can always be a sinner flying on your blood stained wings,
You were lost and then found but I'm you biggest mistake,
I showed you voodoo in a kiss and Satan's spell on a night like this,
Just because I have rules it doesn't mean my game is fair,
For me the thrill is in the chase and I never realized just how much you really cared,
I never meant to hurt you or make you feel this pain,
But you keep asking me for something I just don't have to give,
And you should know that every rose has its thorn,
It's too late for you to say there's bound to be another way,
Why is it that I always have to destroy the most precious of things,
My soul is tainted burning into ashes everything I touch,
Killing and consuming in one fire heated rush,
Everybody has to hurt sometime,
Your dreams always come with a price you can never have them for free,
I'm loving by proxy no give and all take,
Broken hearts lie all around me,
You can ask me anything but where I've been,
There once was a hollow space inside my heart,
But I don't know how feel anything anymore,
It seems so simple not that hard to understand,
But now it is over and the moment is gone,
You followed you heart not your head and you were wrong,
You were caught like a fly in a spider web, or a rat in a trap,
If I stayed with you I'd only drive you insane,
I'm so sorry but you know that it's true I can never belong here with you.
About
I don't really know, I think there was a Kai/Black Dranzer thing going on in here, but I wouldn't swear to it. The focus of this poem kept changing as I wrote, but I did have a fever of 102 at the time so don't be to hard on me, kay? If anyone can work out what's going on here please let me know, is it bad that I don't even know what I'm writing anymore?
Please R and R I'd love to know what you thought.
Big luv see ya
Lamanth
