Which Of Us Do You Love?
Which of us does he love?
I've been asking myself that question ever since she re-entered his life.
The way he watches over me gives me hope that it truly is me, but then he says her name and my heart shatters. Her presence makes me feel jealous but also sad. She didn't want to come back but now that she's here she is determined to have him, if not for love for spite.
When she is gone he makes me feel happy, I even love it when we fight. It's the little things that make me think he truly loves me; the way he calls my name when we are in danger, the way he holds me on his back, all the little things. He doesn't look at her the way he looks at me; he cannot hold her the way he holds me. She is cold and unforgiving and I am warm and understanding.
I don't know if he will ever be able to openly admit his feelings for me.
But I will wait until the day he says "I love you Kagome."