I don't own Teen Titans i just watch it and then the ideas they get to swarming about in my head and well yeah so read on.

My name, my destiny, my life two of these things I can't run away from...can I destroy the world? For as long as I can remember I have been told that there is no way to stop it. I think I have finally found a way to run away from my destiny, but the price is severe to me and my friends...

It was fortold that with my birth and life the world I know and love would one day end. My friends no my family would be killed and it would be at my hands. I can't live with the guilt...My name is Raven and I am supposed to destroy the world, Unfortunetly for Slade the prophecy is about to be diverted with a bullet, My name, my destiny, my life. by ending one I can run away from everything by pulling the trigger...I put the gun to my head It won't hurt...it won't hurt...pull the god dammned trigger.

"RAVEN NO!" Beast boy runs in and pulls the gun from my quivering hands. "You're not alone..." He wraps his arms around me in a gesture of comfort, it only enforces more what I have to do. I can't let these people who have become my family die...I can't let Beast Boy die.

"It's going to be okay, whatever is wrong, I'll make it all right."

So clueless "Thanks BB I--I don't know what I was thinking." a tear slips down my cheek he wipes it away with his thumb

"I won't tell the others," with the gun in his hand he walks away, "Just talk to me next time Raven." he leaves. the door closes, and the pain the sadness floods back my safety, my Beast Boy, two things I never want to be without but must leave to save.

I guess I have to find another gun now.

The next day is the same torment I've been feeling since slade put his filthy hands on me, I know that he did it by order from a higher power. Theres a knock on my door...

"Raven my friend are you well?"

Its just Starfire.

"I'm fine?" It sounds like a question even to me.

"It is just that you have been spending many days in your room, I...all of us worry for you." She says

"I know Star...I just need some time alone. At least for now."

I hear her sigh. I don't know what she expected me to tell her. The only one in the tower that knows about the prophecy is Robin...and the only one who might even take a guess at my mental state is Beastboy, but that doesn't matter. The only thing that matters is that I die before anything happens to my friends.

Later I hear someone walk to the door. "Raven are you going to come out?"

It's Beastboy.

"Listen I just want to talk to you...you don't even have to let me in I can talk to you through the door. No matter what happens I'm always there for you all of us are and you know that...What you did yesterday, I haven't told anyone,It scared me...Raven I care about you okay...more that I have been willing to admit don't ever think that you are alone in this world all right.Just look around and you can see that we all care about you...me more than anyoneelse."

I stay silent for a long time, he doesn't understand, but he said he cared for me. I care for him as well, finally he sighs, like Starfire, and I hear him walk away.

I go through the shadows to the top of the tower on the roof. I can see the water cold and gray sloshingup to the shore as if begging to be fed. I had no intention of stopping myself so...I just jumped.

Read/Review and tell me what you think I'd really like to know, I have been a Beastboy Raven shipper for a whileI thought I'dwrite a little something, I might write a second chapter but as of know I am unsure.