"Rachel"
"Oh, hey finn"
"So" he smirked. "Do you wanna come home with me tonigt? my parents are out for the evening".
"Um, idk. Ive got lots of homework"
"Oh, okay. Maybe another time?"
His eyes were shinning and his face was hopeful, I just couldnt reject him again.
"Yeah, sure".
I walked away and went into glee club.
"Is emimem called eminmem cuz he likes M&Ms?"
"Britanny, what the hell?"
"But it makes sense. People can name themselves after things they like. Like, I'm gonna name myself Twix".
"Brittany, I dont .."
"No no not britanny, Twix"
Quinn and Puck were playing candy crush.
"Oh I cant play that, I have diabetes"
"What? But .."
"I know I dont look like a diabetic"
was sitting write song lyrics while everyone chatted.
I kept staring at her. Her blonde hair, her cute smile. I never thought Id have any interest in girls.
"Hey kurt"
"Yup?"
"How did you know you were gay?"
"Um I just knew" He said while looking at blaine.
"Ok well thanks, that was helpful".
I walked with mercedes to her locker.
"So sam was ammmazing last night. He got me flowers and took me out to this amazzzzzinnggggg resturant"
I kind of zoned out when she walked past.
"Hey" she said.
"Hi"
I lay my head against the locker and day dreamed of me being with her and not with finn. Dont get me wrong, I love finn. But things are just different now. I lost interest.
"Rachelll helloooo?" Mercedes snapped. "Did you hear anything I said"
"Yeah yeah I did .. Mhm..."
" Whats wrong?"
"Nothing. Yet"
I got a text from finn.
Finn: Meet me in the auditorium at 3.
Me: Ok.
I walked slowly to the auditorium. It was big and quiet and he was sitting on the floor.
"Hey"
"Hi"
"So what did you want me to come here for?"
"Listen, I know this is gonna be much on you. But its really important to me."
"um ok"
"You know that I will love you always. As in forever."
"But forever isnt always"
To be honest, I wanted to get out of it. I dont wanna say I love you back. Because I didnt in that way anymore.
"Anyway, You know how we agreed to go to New york together when we graduate?"
Oh no.
"Yeah?"
"Well there has been a change of plans. Im joining the army"
"Uhhh, WHAT? Your goinging the ARMY? Are you out of your mind? You know you can DIE there, RIGHT?"
"I know. But my dad died a war hero, and I want to too"
"I ..."
and I walked out and went to the toilet.
She was there.
"Oh Rachel, are you okay?"
"Oh hey.. Um yeah .. Yeah I'm fine"
"Whats wrong?"
"Oh its nothing"
She gave me a hug. I couldnt let go. She smells so sweet and soft. Her hair was brushing across my face.
"Thanks for that"
"Anytime"
I stared at her walking away.
"Hey"
"Kurt this is the girls toilet! What are you doing here!?"
"I know you like her"
"What? I.."
"Thats the same look you used to give finn."
"Stop talking there are other people in the toilet"
"Are you embarrassed?"
"I DONT KNOW"
"Hey girls and guy" Brittany said walking in.
"Where have you been in history class?"
"Oh I went to the dentist to get my bluetooth fixed"
"Your what?"
"My bluetooth. I actually have a blue tooth"
"what? how did it..? Ugh forget it"
"Rachel you look different"
"What? I.."
"Omg are you gay?"
"What? No.."
"Ive got a sixth sense. The gay detector. Dont worry I'm gay too. Or bi maybe. No I'm gay... cuz I got fired from a blowjob once"
"Britanny"