Yellowfang Speaks: Live, Laugh, Love

I don't own Warriors. All belongs to Erin Hunter(s)

I never meant our relationship to go that far. Our love was forbidden by the warrior code. I truly loved Raggedstar. His eyes were something else. Warm amber eyes elegant and loving. He was very assertive when he needed to be. Never mad for no reason. I love my life and my work as a medicine cat. When I found out I was going to have kits I was freaked. I still remember the day I told him.

~Flashback~

"Raggedstar can I talk to you," I had said that day.

"Sure what is it Yellowfang?" he replied.

"Let's go out into the forest shall we?" I asked.

"Sure," he replied all of a sudden concerned.

~Skip time to someplace in the forest~

Our eyes meet. His warm amber eyes shone with fiery concern.

"Well, I`m," I sighed. "I`m expecting your kits."

His eyes went from concern to shock to excitement, that worried me.

"Yellowfang, that's great but, it's against the warrior code, "he meowed.

"You think I don't know that," I snapped. "What am I going to do, we can't tell the clan."

"I know," I said. I started to cry (Yellowfang crying, wow). His tail came up and whipped the tear of my cheek.

"Don`t worry," he said. "Don't worry."

~End flashback~

I thought losing the two she-kits was my punishment for having kit. How wrong was I? my real punishment was letting the one tom live. Brokenstar was heartless, he always was. All I could ever do was watch from the medicine cat den as he destroyed the clan I loved so much. Even when he was blind and in Thunderclan I loved him like a son, even after what he did. Now I am in Starclan and free from him. So many times I wish Fireheart was my true son. I could wish that a million times and it would never change anything. I just hope everyone I love can find it in their hearts to forgive me.

~The End~