Believe.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
'Cause I wouldn't if you said the same to me.
Ohtori Kyouya doesn't need anyone or anything. He can conquer this whole world on his own, and soon enough he will. He doesn't need anyone to look at him, to wait for him, to care for him.
And you honestly believe that's a bunch of bullshit.
He has said it so many times, he has looked at you with those serious eyes so many times, as he blatantly told you: "I don't need you, Kaoru."
And every time you looked back and told him: "I don't believe you."
You know he doesn't like it. You know he hates you for seeing through him. You know it's not that he doesn't need you, doesn't like you, doesn't love you, but simply that he's too scared to admit.
You know, so you'll wait a little longer.
He needs you, because when he's scared, you're the first one who sees it and you'll be the only one who he'll allow to tell him it's alright. You're the only one he'll believe. When he's hurt, you're the only person on this whole world who'll ever see that side of him.
You're the only person on this world he needs.
He needs you, just as much as you need him.
You know that and no one on this whole world can convince you otherwise. No one, not even him.
You'll always be there, always wait here in this cold world, until he'll admit and make it warm. You'll always wait for him, simply because you cannot do anything else.
And one day, someday, he'll tell you he needs you. Someday, one day, he's going to tell you he loves you.
So when he looks at you once more and the rain pours down, down and you're sick of it, you know you'll have to make him understand.
Walk up to him, slam that laptop shut carefully but forcefully, ignore that 'angry' look.
"Kyouya," you state.
"What?" he answers, slightly agitated.
"If you don't need me," stand up, "I don't need you either."
And with those words you're gone, gone, gone, away, away. With those words you leave him alone, alone, to doubt, to know, to guess, to die, die, die like you did when he told you that.
With those words, you told him: We are the same. If you don't believe something, I won't believe it either.
So you run, you run and you don't look back, because you're scared. You're pretty scared he does believe it and if he does, so do you.
You don't want to believe he doesn't need you. You don't want to believe you don't need him.
You don't want to believe you can't hear his footsteps behind you. You don't want to believe, don't believe, don't.
"Kaoru."
And he grabs your writs, pulls you back, stops you, stops everything.
Blink, look at him.
"Kyouya."
Watch him smile, see how he understands, know he knows, believe he believes.
"If I need you, do you need me too?" he asks, and the rain pours, pours down.
The only thing you can do is nod.
"Then need me," and his voice drops and you're not sure if you caught what he said after that.
But you're pretty sure he added: "just as much as I need you."
Okay. Two added stories on one day! Jazy's on a roll! XD Yay! Okay, this doesn't make any sense. Or probably not to any else then me... Yosh... I've been spamming with KyouKao. It's not funny anymore XD Btw, the lyrics are from: Sceptics and True Believers, by The academy is...
This was done for the 4 lyric line challenge, issued by Literate, on S.H.I.N.E. This was written to support the KyouKao fanclub, Of Glasses and Syrup. Please join S.H.I.N.E and join that club! XD You know you want it XD There's a link on my profile.
And sorry Lit, think I'm gonna change songs again. FOUR DRABBLES IS JUST TOO MUCH XD
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- Jazy, leader of the Red Squad.