Yuno is a person. Yuno is me. I am Yuno… I am Yuno…

I have to remind myself of this all the time, because it's hard being Yuno Gasai.

Most of my free time – not counting the Yukki-stalking time – is spent thinking about myself. I'm not selfish. I'm confused.

Sometimes… when I go to sleep at night, I am afraid of the room. Yuno Gasai, the girl who isn't afraid of anything, not even death, or murder, or blood, or anything else! But I know I'm in there. My body is in there, and I'm afraid of it.

So are my parents. But I never knew them, at least not those parents. But I can imagine what those parents were like. They were awful parents, and I wouldn't miss them.

I wonder if, in another parallel universe, I am stalking Yukki-kun and worrying about my Future Diary. I wonder if I love him in that universe as much as I do in this one. But in that universe, there is no room. No corpses, no dead me, nothing to fear.

I'm not even afraid of my Future Diary! I'm not afraid of Deus! Not even Deus! But I'm not really afraid of my corpse…. I'm afraid of what it was.

Me.

My greatest fear is myself.

Okay. Why? I don't even know. I don't know who I am; maybe that's why I'm afraid of myself. As wise people have said before, mankind is most afraid of the unknown.

I'm a psychopath. I feel things. Yet I am a psychopath.

I recall the 3rd, whose death I was really behind, encouraging Yukki to kill. I recall the 6th's death, and the events surrounding it, the murders of her followers - quite possibly the most gruesome ones I have ever committed, for all I remember is the axe, not controlling, right and left, blood and gore. The bodies of those I had felled lay dying as testaments to my strength.

Innocent Rei-kun, for although he was cruel, he was still innocent. He loved me. He tried to kill me. Can I justify myself there? Maybe. Cyanide gas? Hmm, his murder seems definitely justifiable… but he was a mere child. Maybe not. And to think, I was carrying a knife about the house, ready to stab this four-year-old boy in the heart! It was for Yukki, though! Can I not justify this?

Everybody else I killed heartlessly, too.

Did I really do it for Yukki-kun, or am I truly… truly a psycho?

Please, no. I can't be a psycho. What would Yukki think of me?

I have decided that I did it all for Yukki. I am not a psycho!

But the two other bodies in the room at my house are my other parent's. In another world, I did kill them.

That was not for Yukki. That was hate. Cold-blooded murder, I am sure, on the part of the other me.

Would I do that to, if placed in such a situation? I am a psycho! I belong somewhere away from Yukki–

NO! I will never part myself from Yukki, except if I must die for him!

Maybe I am not safe enough for Yukki. I should die.

One of us does to win.

My whole purpose of being here was to kill him, so I could win.

But I still love him so badly.

I will die, Yukki! I will die!

It's not as hard for Yukki to decide as it is for Yuno. It's hard to be Yuno Gasai, the girl who is afraid of herself, and wishes to die. The girl who is battling herself.

I'm not battling the Future Diary owners, because I am battling myself!

For Yukki, I pledge to fight against myself! For Yukki!

Was Deus having fun when he allowed me to be born?