It aint't over until...
Set after the final break up between Liz and Jason...
Do not own a thing.. that honor goes to the people at ABC...
Finally got the courage to write my own fan fic... so here goes..
"Was it really over?" Elizabeth sat in her living room and stared off
into space. Could this really be the last and final time that she and Jason
spoke to one another? After his vivid recollection of the night that Jake got
kidnapped by the Russians and what would have happened to him if Sam
had not been there to get him out she realised that this was finally it. If Sam
had not saved Jake - that thought brought a harsh laugh from her lips. Sam
the woman that had threatened her children more than once, turned out to be
the big hero. How is that for irony?
Getting up from the couch she looked around. The boys were at
Grams for the night since she had to be at the courthouse giving her
statement about the night at the cabin. She was all alone, noone to talk to. It
was time like this that she missed Emily the most. Emily would have been
here telling her that things will be alright that things would work out in the
end. Lucky was probably off with Sam somewhere - anger started bubbling
inside of her. Lucky, the one who got addicted to pain meds and cheated on
her not once but twice still gets to have his shot at happiness but she, who
lived through some of life's worse tradgedies had to once again be at the
losing end of the stick. If there was a god he was not happy with her and saw
it fit to keep punishing her. She had to give it all up - but she would do it all
again if that meant that her kids would always be safe.
Coming to stand at her window she finally allowed her thoughts to
wonder to the man that made her heart pound and her knees go weak. The
same man that was the reason that her son's - their son's life was in danger.
He was the love of her life and the one thing that she could not have. The
tears were flowing down her face freely. She missed him so much already
even though they just spoke a few hours ago. Wonders if he is feeling the
same pain that she is? Shaking her head she comes to realise that no matter
how many times they have tried to get it right something or someone gets in
between them. It is almost as if they are cursed and doomed to failure before
they got the chance to try.
"I wonder what is going through his mind at this exact moment?" She asks
herself out loud. As soon as the words left her lips it is almost as if someone
removed the blindfold from her eyes. She may not be able to have the fairy
tale ending that she wanted with Jason but she did have tonight. If this had to
be goodbye then she wanted a memory that would last forever between them.
She knew at that moment that no matter who came and went in her life, Jason
Morgan will always have her heart. With a new determination she went
upstairs and got ready to make Jason on offer wouldn't dare refuse.