Life after Loss, and Pain *Beginning, But not the first chapter*
*Flashback*
Bella POV
" Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.
There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
" You . . . don't . . .want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
" No."
" Dont." My voice was a whisper now; awareness was beginning to step through me, trickling like acid through my viens. " Dont do this." " Goodbye, Bella,"" he said in the same quiet, peaceful voice
*End Flashback*
I screamed myself awake, as I bolted straight up with beads of sweat coming down my face. i swiftly ran my fingers through my brown matty hair of curles. I had finally gotten a hold on myself, i laid my head back down on my pillows, waiting for the night to consume me in sleep again, just hopefully not a nightmare again.
XxXLoveHurtsXxX ~ okay what you think? I was (*and still am*) nervous about posting this. please be nice. this is my first story being posted on fan fiction, and with people reading that are not my family. please be nice though! :) Or if I even find a way to post this before the first chapter ^.^
