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Chapter 1: The Basics
No one ever sees me. To some I am nothing but an empty vessel of flesh and blood. To everyone, I am invisible. I have no friends which many would find strange for a sixteen year old. After all, my life as a teenager is suppose to be filled with laughter, love, and what not. Shame it is the opposite. The only way I can find comfort is through my books. I can imagine that I am the woman who finds love from a stranger. That sounds boring. I know, a woman who finds love with a vampire.
I often dream about a vampire, a certain vampire. One that I had created through my vast knowledge of vampires, well, mostly what people said of them. In my dreams, his name was Inuyasha. He was the perfect person for me. The kind of guy that I knew could never really exist. Anyway, in the dream, he was my friend, my best friend that I could talk to about anything. We laughed and shared our deepest secrets with one another, vowing never to tell anyone them. Of course we couldn't really because he is just a fragment of my imagination.
We were always in the same setting, full moon shining over head. Radiant light from the moon spilled through the wholes of the big oak tree, giving a glow of life to us. Inuyasha would always sit under the base of the tree and I would be lying in front of him on my stomach. I was and still am able to escape from reality to my little fantasy world to be with a person that understands me. No longer am I the lonely invisible girl. Now I am the girl who is loved by someone special.
I often hear people say that dreams have no meaning; it is just something we do. That is a load of crap. Every dream has a meaning, a message behind it. I mean honestly, we dream for a reason. Like for me, I believe the meaning of my dream is that I am not alone. There is someone for me. I just haven't found him yet. Whenever I am down or feeling alone (basically all the time) I can escape and go to the one man that understands me.
It's strange to think this way. I'm not crazy honestly, just lonely. Put yourself in my shoes. You would do the same thing right? Escape to a world opposite of the one you life in? You may not admit it now, but I know you would, everyone would.
Anyway, I bet you are wondering who Inuyasha is and what he looks like. Well, he has long silver hair that reaches the end of his back. His hair was always in a low pony tail bonded by a leather strap. His beautiful golden eyes shined under the moon light. They often changed color depending on his mood. For instance, when Inuyasha is happy and laughing, his eyes are a bright gold. They darken when he is mad (from what I can imagine). Inuyasha is tall, when I say tall, I'm talking about around six feet compared to five foot two inch me. Oh, I almost forgot, he has dimples on the counter of each side of his mouth! I just love it when he smiles at me, I almost faint. The shocking part about him is that he is not pale, but a bit tan. Not to dark but just in the middle. As most men might have, he is muscular, not over the top, but enough to see that he was strong.
Inuyasha can go in sunlight, but chooses not to. He told me that there is no point when the night gives him comfort than the day (reason my dreams of him are always at night). He drinks blood just like the books say, though he doesn't need to often. Twice a week and it is usually bag blood, never from a living person. I asked him why, but he didn't tell me. He also won't tell me his age. For some reason, it gave him amusement that I wanted to know, so now he won't tell me. Such a big meanie.
I can tell you a million things about him. He's just so wonderful and kind to me. He's pretty old fashion (no surprise there) and has more manners than anyone that I know. Compared to me, he is a super model.
Darn it, I almost forgot to tell you about me, besides the fact that I am a lonely girl. My name is Kagome and I'm sixteen years old. I live with both my parents, who never notice me unless it's something important. I'm a junior at Clover High and my forte is writing. Someday, I want to be a writer and have others be inspired by my works. I get average grades in school, a C student. I could be a straight A student, but that really won't help the fact that no one notices me.
I have no other hobbies besides writing. My friend is my orange kitten name Sherbert. I found her in an alley and some boys were kicking her. I managed to save her through some difficulty, but it was worth it. So basically, that is everything you need to know. I guess you're wondering why I am telling you this. It is because I like to keep track of my life. No this is not a diary entry, but more like a journal. I want to share my special yet boring life with someone. Who knows, this might make a good book.
Well, that's it for now. I need to sleep. I wonder what Inuyasha thinks about me writing this. He probably doesn't want anyone to know about him. I guess I won't tell him. Just thinking about him has me shivering with delight!
It would be nice to have someone like him in my life instead of in my dreams. If only…
I really need to know if I should continue this or not. This is the vampire fic I was talking about. Please let me know. The majority must rule so maybe 10 reviews ( I'm hoping for). Please review!
