Goodbye, Sakura: Part One
A/N: James Blunt's "Goodbye My Lover" sounds strange to me… o.o;; I have not a clue why I'm writing this…
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
It was the darkest, but starriest night in Konoha. Sasuke and Sakura were spending one last time together, little does Sakura know that Sasuke's leaving for Orochimaru (again) the next day. It's been awhile he hasn't seen Orochimaru, being that he and Sakura are in their 20s. He had to see him again...for he still didn't get the change to kill his older brother...and he still does.
They stood out by a lake that shined in the bright moonlight. They stared out into the moonlight, silently. No contact was made at this point, but they were just two inches apart. Suddenly, Sakura came even closer to Sasuke, almost touching his lips.
"Will you…come home with me tonight?" She softly, lustfully asked.
Sasuke looked away, but thought about this offer. He was leaving tomorrow, and he's probably not going to see her again for a very long time. He decided to enjoy this final moment with Sakura.
"Sure…why not," Sasuke reluctantly replied.
The two then left the bright moonlight for Sakura's home. They walked there silently grasping each other's hands. Sakura was waiting for this moment for a very long time. She couldn't wait for it to happen. She didn't want to run home, for she didn't want to spoil this moment. The roads were empty, nobody saw them walk together.
Once they got to the female ninja's home, Sakura broke the silence.
"Let's go to my bedroom…it's warmer there," Sakura said softly and lustfully again. Sasuke followed her.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Sasuke stepped inside Sakura's bedroom, where he found an unusually large bed. It wasn't a twin size, like his and Naruto's. It was a full size, fit for two people. The two sat together on the bed, where Sakura confesses the truth to Sasuke.
"Sasuke…I'm in love with you…please…love me back…" Sakura admitted. Tears almost ran down her face. Sasuke watched. He didn't know what to say.
"Sakura…don't cry…" Sasuke lifted her head. "I love you too…for a very long time."
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Sakura released her inner feelings with movement. She got up from the bed, and pushed Sasuke on the mattress. She crawled up on him, and her face almost touched his.
"What…what are you doing…Sakura?" Sasuke absent mindedly asked. He had too many emotions in his mind to think of what's happening now.
"You said you love me…right?" were Sakura's only words. She then inserted her tongue inside Sasuke's mouth. Sasuke felt uncomfortable for a second, but he didn't care anymore. He was leaving tomorrow, and this will remain in his memories for life. His first time. He let go of Sakura's lips for a second, and unzipped her dress. Sakura's eyes and smile showed content, and continued kissing him and touching him passionately. It wasn't until 10 minutes after Sakura seduced into kissing her he took off his own clothes as well.
The night went on as the lights of Sakura's room went out. The two couldn't get their hands off of each other. In the back of Sasuke's mind, he still remembered that he had to leave tomorrow. As soon as Sakura fell asleep, he had to go.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Sakura fell asleep after three hours. She slept silently, clothless and lightly. Sasuke sat up from the bed and put a blanket over her body. He kissed her on the cheek lightly, and slipped back on his clothes. Before he left the room, he stared at Sakura for one last time. He stepped out of the female ninja's room, and walked out in the darkness to his own home. He had to pack his things, and leave in the middle of the night. Before he left his home, though, he took a small piece of paper, wrote a message for Sakura, and pinned it on his front door.
The Next Morning
Sakura slipped back on her dress, and found that Sasuke wasn't by her side. She laid back down on her bed, and cried her eyes out. She stroked the side that Sasuke had her on. Tears stained the bed. She even rubbed her stomach, for it was very "risky" to even do that last night. She wanted to know if he left because he didn't want to be seen by anybody. She ran over to his home. Sakura was about to knock, when she saw the note that Sasuke wrote the night he left for Orochimaru.
After reading it, Sakura fell to the ground, at sat by his doorstep. She cried even harder. She was stupid enough to think that Sasuke wouldn't go to Orochimaru. She again, rubbed her stomach, and felt in her mind that her body will be so hollow without him.
"Goodbye my lover."
-END OF PART ONE-
A/N: So yes, I added another part to this...turn to the next chapter and that's the sequel.