"Love is treacherous. Its cruel, painful, and uncaring. Some people find it… others don't…but then again. Life is what we make of it. I found my love in two glistening raven orbs. Those eyes…they are the eyes that haunt every dream. The part that hurts the most is that I know that those eyes will never belong to me. Even if they could…would I really want them and the burden that follows them? The hardest thing in life is to start something…whether it be a poem, a report, or a relationship. But the most painful thing in life is to end something. When you read a great story, you often get so caught up in the chance that that story could become a reality, that when it ends, you feel broken and alone. In my life, I have often been careless but I refuse to do that with him. I'm afraid that if I allow myself to truly fall for him, the thing I fear most will come. I fear what happens after the begging. Of course, there's always the middle, but forget the middle, that's always the best part. What I'm talking about is the end. Ends to anything are always hard but if we did truly fall in love… then end to that would surely kill me. What am I saying? It's not like we could be together and even if that was possible…I doubt he even notices me…what am I to do?? I'm so lost."

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~*Fall in love, but don't let the love blind and consume you…for if it does, when it ends, you will remain in its unmerciful grip*~