This little fic comes a long way back, right after M.R. Zero *cough* gocheckouthisfics *cough* got me addicted to Buffy. So it is really old. And I don't like it that much, mostly since it's so old. Just a little warning. Oh, and I worship Spike (without the pesky soul) with all I am. See ya! ~Wisdom of Insanity~
Disclaimer: Hey, if I owned BtVS, I'd be a whole lot richer... Please don't sue.
3 Little Words
" Say it, luv, say it." I whimper pathetically while her lips leave a burning trail down my neck. God how I want to hear her say it! I long for those three little words since the day I finally realized what I feel for her. I love her. I want her. I'm obsessed with her. She's all I need, and to finally have her like this, panting, writhing under me, WANTING me, sends my blood boiling.
I don't know how I can still be thinking coherently, I don't even remember how we ended up like this, all I remember was fighting her. I was able to hit her, she hit me back and the next minute, we're in this abandoned building, throwing each other on the walls, tearing the place apart. Then, she kissed me. Again. Next thing I know, she sends me into the wall and...Oh dear God (if there really is one) help me. This can't be real, it just can't. What I did to deserve this, I don't know, but I've must've been one hell of a good vamp.
Her hand went down and so did the zipper of my jeans. I felt her fingers reach inside and then all I remember was pleasure. Great pleasure. TREMENDOUS pleasure. I regained some sort of consciousness when I felt her hips rocking up and down on me, trying desperately to get more feeling, more of me. Her legs wrapped around my waist while I traded places with her, pushing her back against the column.
My head starts to spin, I'm feeling dizzy. Even then, I don't stop moving. I want to keep hearing her moans, kiss her lips, make her scream... I loose my balance and stagger back. We fall down to the floor...and pass through it. Yet I can't feel the pain. She's on top of me, her face mere inches from mine while I lay limply under her. Tentatively, I give a thrust upwards and study her expression of shock changing to one of ecstasy right before my eyes. My brain suddenly seems to be working again, so I use the opportunity to change our position and gain the upper hand.
" Spike..." God Slayer, I'm begging you, I'm gonna go insane....
" Say IT!"
" Oh...Spike..." Please luv, please....Oh Lord, I think this is as close to heaven as I'll ever get, feeling her all around me, her scent intoxicating the air I breath even thought I don't need to... Please Buffy, please... She knows it, she knows what I so desperately need to hear. She sees it in my eyes as I look straight into hers and I feel her tighten around me even more...
" Spike...." I throw my head back while I start moving a bit, slowly and deliberately. SAY IT! Oh yes Slayer, I know you want to. She's trying to keep the words from escaping her mouth, biting her lower lip in a desperate attempt... Oh Bloody Hell, if she won't say it, then I will! And so, just as I open my mouth, I see her, finally giving into temptation. Her lips move sensually while she throws her head back, fully exposing her vulnerable neck to me...
"Fuck me senseless."
"…"
Good enough.
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