The last fin i saw as i died wwas kan's angry face, and the sound a the chainsaww she killed me wwith. my last thoughts a my livvin life wwere angry and sorroww towards fef. wwhat i did wwas unforgivvable, and i felt sorry for it, but also completely justified. they say as you die evveryfin goes black, it wwas the exact opposite for me. as i died everyfin got reeely wwhite, after wwhat felt like hours i wwoke on a sandbar surrounded by wwater. i walked to the wwater, and looked at my reflection, wwhat looked back scared me. it wwas undoubtedly me, but my eyes had no pupils, and a long set of stitches around my middle wwhere kan cut me in half. i sighed and divved under the wwater to help put my nervves at ease, bein killed reely stressful. as i swwam about i saww the one person i both wwanted to talk to the most and nevver wwanted to see again, it wwas fef. she had stitches around a circle in the middle of her chest wwhere i had killed her wwith my wwand. she turned around and saww me, her face serious and almost sad, but not angry and swwam towwards me. "fef i-" "stop eridan, i still dont forgive you for w)(at you did". I felt both guilt and rage build up inside but i held onto my temper, and ended up sobbin in front a her. "fef im so sorry, if i could i wwould take it all back, i nevver wwanted to hurt you, i lost control a my jealously towwards sol an you, please forgivve me" fef looked at me, then almost smiled and then hugged me, "im sorry i made you feel jealous eridan and )(ow )(orrible i treated you, stomping on your flushed feelings for me, and t)(en getting wit)( sollux w)(ile you had to watc)(". i stared at her wwith tears in my eyes, then hugged her,"thank you so much fef, but wwhat i did wwas unforgivvable no matter wwhat, so please please forgivve me, one last time..."