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Hey,guys im so sorry I haven't updated my story don't fuck with original it's just I've been really busy with school and stuff so I haven't been able to update but I have been writing I just haven't had time to type it but to make up for that I'm posting this two shot ,read and review tell me what you liked what you didn't like just review please! Oh and I promise I will upload the second chapter to this tomorrow (: so enough of my rambling and on to the story.(:oh and i do not own big time rush or any or the 5 finger death punch songs that will be in the second chapter so yeah

No one's POV "ugh,where is Kendall he was supposed to be here an hour ago? "A very flustered Logan said to an equally frustrated Carlos.

"I don't know Logan will you stop asking me! "Carlos said irritated

"You know what fine ill just try to reach him on his cell again "the brunette said to Carlos while walking to his bedroom.

Logan's POV

Seriously where is Kendall, the hot blond haired, green eyed boy was supposed to be here an hour ago. I picked up my phone and dialed his number it rang a couple times and went to voicemail just like the other times.

"hey,this Kendall you know what to do "then the beep came on.

"hey,its logan you were supposed to be here at 7:00,and its 8:15 now, I mean if you had to cancel you could have at least told me or something "I said with irritation in my voice.

I decided to wait another 30 minutes to see if he would actually show up, me and Kendall have been dating for 8 months now and we live in the same apartment he has to come home sometime, and I know he had stuff to do today but seriously. The clock hit 9:00 and I decided to go to bed, I had gotten really dressed up for this date too because Kendall liked it when I wore skinny jeans and vans and stuff I decided to wear that stuff so he would be happy because I hate skinny jeans I would much rather wear regular jeans and a sweater or something like that, I put some basketball shorts and a t-shirt on and went to lock the door to 2J,I went to my room and checked my phone one last time but still no messages or calls so I decided to sleep or try to at was 11:00 now and I had started to get worried I had stayed up to wait for the blond but he still hadn't show up I got worried and began to cry myself to sleep.

Kendall's POV

I woke up groggily and realized Logan wasn't in my arms, so I rolled over and wrapped my arms around him, but when I moved my hand down and felt a belly ring I knew it wasn't Logan, my eyes shot open and I immediately jumped out of the bed to find myself naked. Just then the events of last night came flooding back to me, my car breaking down, Lucy giving me a ride to her house and offering me a drink I had one but then more and more. I stood there thinking of Logan and tears started sliding down my face. Just then Lucy woke up looked at me and immediately said "we didn't do what I think we did, did we? "Lucy said questiongly.

"Yes, we fucking did! "I yelled and slid to floor crying even harder now.

"Check the trash cans to see if we used protection Kendall "Lucy said sadly.

As she said that I ran to every trash can in the house checking them but I didn't find one condom, oh my god what am I gonna tell Logan. I looked over at the clock and saw it was 3:00 am but I didn't care I had to tell Logan now. I walked to Lucy's bedroom and said"im going to tell Logan what happened and hope for the best good bye Lucy "as I was trying to stop crying.

"Kendall, its 3:00 in the morning he's probably sleeping" Lucy said running in front of the door to stop me from leaving.

"Get away from the door Lucy, I'm going to tell Logan and there's nothing you can say to stop me "I said drying my eyes.

"Fine, then I'm going with you this is just as much my fault as it is your and if you go down I'm going down with you "Lucy said boldly

"Fine, then let's go because I don't want to wait I already know this is going to hurt him so much "I said while Lucy put her clothes back on.

Once we got in Lucy's car I sat in the passengers thinking how stupid I was, Logan is the most faithful wonderful boyfriend a person could ask for and yet I went and cheated on him, we arrived at the palm woods and parked the car and we went up the elevator got to my floor then I unlocked the door to apartment 2J.

Logan's POV

I felt someone tugging on me trying to wake me up, I rolled over and groggily said "what do you want it's the middle of the night?"

"logie I need to talk to you, so wake up now please "Kendall said sadly.

I layed there for a second before I realized it was Kendall's voice, my eyes shot open and in an instant I was hugging him "oh my god Kendall are you okay? I was so worried about you! I said crying into his shoulder.

"Yeah Logan I'm fine, well kind of come to the living room with me I have to tell you something "Kendall said kind of angrily but I could tell it wasn't directed at me.

I nodded and he took my hand and lead me to the living room, I was wondering what was going on because when we got to the living room Lucy was here and sitting in the love seat, but she wouldn't even look at me.

"Sit down please logie "he said softly.

I sat down and Kendall followed but now there were tears coming down his face.

"okay what's going on, why're you crying ?"I said sternly to kendall.

"logie…Logan I'm so s-s-sorry "and then Kendall started bawling.

"What are you sorry for?!"I said getting scared.

Finally Lucy looked up and said "Logan….Kendall accidentally cheated on you with me and we didn't use protection either "she then looked down again.

My heart dropped and I felt angry and said and I had to take a deep breath to remain from yelling I could already feel the tears sliding down my face, it literally felt like I had just been shot, I looked at Kendall and he looked a me and all I could say was" how could you do this to me?"

Kendall's POV

"I was on my way to pick you up when my car broke down, and my phone was dying and I knew Lucy lived close by so I used the rest of my battery to call her, and once we got to her apartment she offered me a drink and then it happened after we were drunk "I said after I stopped crying again.

"Kendall how could you? You know what happens when you drink! "Logan said angrily.

"Logan I'm sooooo sorry please forgive me "I said looking deep into his eyes.

"no Kendall, first you kissed Lucy and I forgave you for that but now you went and you f-f-fucked that whore!"Logan said pointing to Lucy as he was now standing away from Kendall. "But that's fine, because I quit this band I quit being your best friend and I quit being your boyfriend, the only reason why I came to be in big time rush was for you but I don't have a reason anymore. Logan went to his room then came back out 10 minutes later with all of his stuff in suitcases, he walked to the door and I said "Logan don't do this "and I tried to walk over to him he turned around with tears streaming down his face and said"d-don't!"He then opened the door and left.

I don't remember when Lucy left the last thing I remember was thinking "I made the worst mistake of my life by letting him go "then I felt myself drift to sleep on the couch.

So how was it? Will there be a happy ending or not? you'll have to read the second chapter, but anyways hope you liked the first chapter-magnum55