Clingy boy sticking for 15 years
Summary: Allen have been writing letters to Kanda for 15 year…but he never receive a reply. YULLEN
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These poems written of my love for you,
I've been sending them for 15 years straight
And there's still no reply
,And there's still no reply
Allen and Kanda went separate ways after the war ended. Allen sighs, he been sending letters for years now; but he never receive a reply. Kanda promise to keep in touch didn't he?
The first year, I was reckless
I wrote each and every day without fail
I licked stamps with insistence,
Sending you my heart's spit.
Kanda wanted to travel to Japan for awhile. Allen is still living at headquarter where exorcist are allow to stay taking various jobs. Allen send a letter everyday but there would be no reply. "He must had move somewhere else, but he should have send something." He sulked.
The second year, I was still reckless
Setting my house ablaze wouldn't even catch my attention
In fact, my clothes caught fire from below,
And once I noticed, only the collar was left..
Jerry asked Allen to watch the cake so he can go shopping; but Allen got bored and wrote Kanda another poem. The smell of smoke stink the air but Allen didn't notice. When Jerry was back, the kitchen was almost burning.
"Allen-kun I won't ask for your help again.." Jerry face-palmed.
In the third year, I calmed down
I'd already reached the limits of literature
I publicized my Mixi journal,
And my favorites broke the counter
Lavi suggested to upload the poems that Allen fill Kanda room with, to a Mixi journal. Suprisingly, Allen got thousands of fans…
In the fourth year, I wrote for a magazine,
And I branched out into social issues
I decided to release a poem compilation,
And I made fun of salary men.
The Literature Magazine ask Allen to write poems for them, of course it still about Kanda. For some reason everybody is asking Allen relationship advices. Kumoi also try to sell "Mini-Komurin" which everybody is too afraid to buy..
These poems written of my love for you,
I've been sending them for 15 years straight
And there's still no reply,
And there's still no reply
Allen try to search for Kanda but Lenalee said he should wait for him to come back. She even suggest that he might have found someone else. Allen just hope he will come back home..
By the fifth year, I was a pro poet
I captivated women 20 to 34
But since I was so earnest,
I saw other girls as inexperienced pansies
Lenalee made a move on Allen and forcefully kiss him, Allen shove her away.
" Allen I understand you love him but you should forget about him and MOVE ON." With angry tear she yell at the depress boy.
" I can't Lenalee.. I thought you support me." Allen walk away from they crying girl.
By the sixth year, my body was ruined
I'd already passed 2,000 poems
Not a bone hadn't been broken,
Not an organ hadn't been damaged
Allen was hospitalized for too much stress and is insomniac. He keep getting worried about Kanda.
In the seventh year, I was in perfect form
So today, I'll compare you to something
Perhaps you're like extreme ironing
Perhaps you're like a compound inner product space
Allen think of what to compare Kanda to- maybe the lotus he kept in his room. The lotus used to bloom with life when Kanda was here. Now it just withered petals.
Even in the eighth year, I didn't change
So today, I'll compare you to something
Perhaps you're like winning every match in 16 sumo tournaments
Perhaps you're like an AMPA glutamine receptor
Lavi suggest to think of positive thoughts. Maybe Kanda enter a sumo tournaments in Japan. He laugh at that thought Kanda can surely lift one of those fat-ass up.
These poems written of my love for you,
I've been sending them for 15 years straight
And there's still no reply,
And there's still no reply
Everybody at headquarter is now worry about both Allen and Kanda. They believe Kanda won't be returning anytime soon, but no one want to burst Allen bubble.
On the ninth year, I had an accident
Apparently I suffered quite a blow to the head
And though I'd forgotten my own name,
I remembered only that I loved you
Allen doesn't remember who he was, but he still remember the long-hair swordsman. Outside of the hospital Lenalee and Lavi whisper.
" I think it best he doesn't remember."
" If he did he surely try that again."
Through the tenth year, through the eleventh year,
My memories didn't return
And yet, I loved you
All I could want was your reply
Days by days Allen continue to add to his collection of poetry for Kanda. Mountains turn into Mountain ranges. He still couldn't remember but he still love Kanda.
Through the twelfth year, through the thirteenth year,
My memories didn't return
But I still loved you
That was all I had
His "friends" try to make him do a more "productive activity" than writing poems. Allen finally snap and isolate himself from them.
Even by the fourteenth year,
they still hadn't come back
Every day was frightening and uneasy
I just wanted a glimpse at you
I just wanted a word to you
He had seen pictures of him and Kanda but he want to see him in person- even if it just a glimpse. He try to remember- he even got Lenalee and Lavi to help. Each days is more uneasy than the last.
In the fifteenth year, my memories returned
I remembered everything,
and burst into tears,
Because I remembered…
Allen finally remember.. He burst into tear and try to wake himself up from this nightmare. He doesn't want to remember. He cry his heart out in the room full of poetry.
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That you died 15 years ago
Kanda had died 15 years ago. Kumoi told them during the ninth year, that when the lotus die- Kanda die. Kanda left so he doesn't cause his Moyashi grief.
These poems written of my love for you,
If they kept piling up, would they someday reach you?
Into what was your room,
Every day, they were thrown
Allen never enter Kanda room again. But he would always slip an envelope in there. Everybody at Black Order knew what the content is.
I couldn't see you anymore,
And I kept loving you
but I thought we'd meet again
And you disappeared again
Allen try to commit suicide by jumping into a lake Kanda- and Mana probably on the other side. He did saw Kanda when he was unconscious but he look angry.
" Baka Moyashi, don't come here yet." The figure disappear quickly as it appear.
Luckily, Lavi was following Allen because he was acting suspicious and rescue him in time.
" Thanks Lavi, I saw Kanda he say I shouldn't come yet." Allen gave him a small smile.
Allen continue to walk on the road of life before he meet Kanda at the end.
Sorry this is my first fan fiction..I suck at grammar so I'm pretty sure that there would be some error. I couldn't help to add a fore-shadow in the middle .