HOW COULD HE?!
How could he possibly leave! After all the times he told me he loved me, that he couldn't imagine life without me? How could he leave right as I was about to tell him the secret I had been keeping from everyone in Forks, even Charlie?
This is what I was thinking a few moments ago, now it was,
The bastard played me! Played me like his piano. They all did. I thought they were my friends. My family. I guess I was wrong.