I have to admit, in the begining of this story I was really detailed and you would almost think that it is about Kurama, but its not. Its about Hiei!

I guess I was inspired by a song called "Its all your fault." And used a lot of sayings from it. But mostly from my girlfriend. I love her, don't get me wrong, but if it wasn't for her I would be long gone by now... probly living in Carolina insteed of where I am now...

I was blameing her, saying it was all her fault that I'm here. That its her fault that I don't do what I want, that its her faultthat I want to spend time with her, but the truth is... its not her fault... its mine.

Enjoy.

Kurama sat in his class. He was in the first row, farthest from the door, and closest to the window. He had his book and his notebook open, trying to concentrate on his note taking for the next coming chapter. He always did like to be ahead in his work, especially if he is gone for a few days because of the missions from Keonma; it was just comforting to know that it would be done.

But he couldn't concentrate on his work, his thoughts kept wondering. It's not that ancient Japanese history was not interesting; his mind was just on in the right place for that time. Instead of notes in his notebook, he had a simple sketch of his teammate.

Kurama could sense him, sitting in the tree, waiting for him to get out of school for no apparent reason. The smartest human on earth could not figure out why this demon would sit, in this world that he hates, and wait for someone that he might not even call friend, to get out of a school that he finds pointless.

It's all your fault Kurama, Thought Hiei. For me being here, it's all your fault. But why is it your fault…

The bell rang and Kurama packed up his book and left the classroom. He walked down the hall and to his locker. Filling his bag with every text he could fit, he then closed his locked and went to the exit, knowing that Hiei would soon join him on his walk home, just like he did everyday.

The fox walked out of the school, down the steps, and took a right toward his home. All he could think about was Hiei, all day long, all Hiei. Hiei's fighting, Hieis temper, Hiei sleeping, Hiei doing this and doing that: those are Kuramas thoughts.

Kurama thought about the time when Hiei came to him that one night to ask him for help… well not exactly. Hiei asking for help… that wouldn't happen. But Hiei did come to him, Youko, to persuade him to steal the treasures. Hiei wanted his expertise and skill, and Hiei knew that it would be better to be with the youko then against him. Smart demon.

He has me right where he wants me.

Kurama was now thinking about why he was thinking about Hiei so much. Sometimes his thoughts would even wander to Hiei and him being together… alone. But at that time he would shake the thoughts away. Then they would come back, and more graphic… Hiei and he would be kissing and then Hiei would move to… again he would try to rid them from his mind. Did Kurama really want that?

Before he knew it, Kurama was already half way home, but no sign on Hiei. Usually he would jump down from where ever he was to walk with him. Kurama could sense him near by.

And so he was. Hiei was in a tree near by, watching Kurama walk home. Wondering why he was always drawn to be near him, to be with him, to wait what seemed like endless hours just to walk less than five minuets with him…

Kurama stopped walking and looked around, trying to sense in what direction his friend was. Finally pinpointing the area he stared straight into the tree… Kurama smiled when he found Hieis eyes and gazed into them with a smirk as if to say that he had won the hide and seek game.

He found me…

Hiei jumped down and walked over to Kurama. "Nice of you to finally join me Hiei. I was beginning to think you didn't like me anymore." Said Kurama.

They walked on to Kuramas house. Kurama kept glancing over to Hiei, trying to contain his thoughts. Why does he think these things?

Maybe it's my fault. Thought Hiei. Maybe why I feel drawn to him is because I spend to much time with him…

Everything he does he excels at. Perhaps I want to learn from him… but when he looks at me… I almost feel like I need his company… damn it. It's all his fault because I have these thoughts. He makes me feel this way…

They reached Kuramas house, completely had walked in silence because they where thinking the whole time. "Do you want to come in for a bit Hiei?" Asked Kurama.

Hiei shrugged. It's all this fault I'm in this world, yet I want to spend time with him. I want to help him, and I want to…He banded the thoughts from his head only for them to break his laws once again later on.

Hiei walked inside and Kurama fallowed, closing the door behind them. Kurama went into the living (almost typed loving) room and sat down on the couch. Hiei fallowed but sat in a chair near by. "Hiei?"

Now he asks me whats wrong or something to do with my behavior…

Kurama sat up. "Why didn't you walk with me the whole time when I got out of school?"

Why is he so predictable…he cares though, maybe that's why I stay in this world…

"Hiei? Is something bothering you?" He asked.

Its always his fault. Even if it's a good thing, its his fault. Its his fault we win all the time, its his fault Yusuke does good in school, its his fault that Kuwabara is not dead yet, and its his fault that I'm here.

"Hiei you know I care for you, right?"

Again with the caring. You care, they care, and that's fine with me. But it doesn't mean I have to care back.

Kurama stood and walked over to Hiei. "Will you talk to me?" Kurama knelt at Hieis side, not even realizing what he was doing.

Be careful what you're wishing for fox.

The fox let his hand drift to Hieis knee and rested on it, but once Kurama touched him Hiei jumped up from his seat. "What are you doing?" Yelled Hiei, he was surprised but oddly… not angry.

Kurama stood and blushed. "I'm sorry Hiei. I didn't realize what I was doing." He was thinking about Hiei in a way he shouldn't have been, he wanted to feel close, wanted to touch him…

Kuramas train of thought was broken when Hiei spoke. "You want to know whats wrong?"

Kurama nodded.

"It's your entire fault that I'm here! It's your fault I feel like I can't leave! It's your fault that I'm in his world and not the one I belong in!" Right?

Kurama had apparently gotten his composure back. "Hiei…"

He said my name…

Kurama walked closer to him.

Get away from me! Hiei didn't move.

Kurama reached out and touched his shoulder trying to comfort Hiei.

Don't touch me! Still he did not move.

Hiei was pulled into an embrace from his teammate. Finally Hiei moved. He pushed Kurama away. "Stay away from me! Its your fault, don't you get it? I want to go back to the way I was, and its your fault I've changed!" Hiei turned to leave for the door, took and step but Kurama pulled caught his wrist. "Let me go fox."

You make me feel this way, inside me. What you did would have already be done, you are the one, what I need and want from you, want I want you to do, is all your fault.

"Why do I feel this way?" Hiei said quietly to himself right before Kurama became as close as he had ever been to Hiei. He pressed the fire demons body against his and held it tight. Then he kissed Hiei…

There is another chapter people, so don't kill me or anything. If you didn't figure it out the italics are Hieis thoughts. I'm sorry for the cliff hanger but thats how I keep you guys, ya know? Now your just dieing to see what happens, and I'm not so sure if its going to be a happy ending... I'm so tired of happy endings...

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And Kuramas party will be updated soon... I hope.