I'm Running Away

Ch.1

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"'You're no good for me Bella' he said."

"Before I could protest I was alone. So cold and so alone."

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"Is this all you could find Charlie?" asked Harry.

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"The pain was so great, they had all left me. I felt so abandoned and lonely. It hurt so much, I just couldn't help myself. Please forgive me dad and/or other person listening. I love you, so much. I love you Jacob, mom, Phil, the Cullens, even though they may not return it. You all just need to know that."

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"Yes," he said, looking forlorn. "I tore her room apart, all I found was this and a box of random stuff under her floorboards." Tears started falling silently down his face.

"What was in the box?" said Jacob, tears falling from his eyes too.

"Plane tickets to Florida, a CD, and some pictures of Bella and the Cullens. That's it." Charlie replied without really thinking about his statement. Jacob glared at the box, he knew what it was, he knew it was one of the things that caused pain, therefore he hated it.

They turned as they heard someone run up.

"I found 'er!" Sam yelled racing over to where they were standing. As soon as Sam saw them he turned and made a beeline to the forest from which he came. Jacob shot after him as Charlie froze. He decided to walk, because he knew all they would find was his only daughter's lifeless body, and he was not in any kind of rush to see that.

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"I hope one of you isn't the first to find me. Hopefully some frightened hiker will find me. It won't be easy for you to find me though, I've decided I want to die I our meadow, Jacob will know what I'm talking about. I wanted to die with beauty all around me, not in some stuffy room. It was hard for me to find, hell maybe you'll never find me, but I'm ok with that.

In these 5 tapes you will find out the reasons for my demise aren't as petty as you think. If your name is not written on the side of one of these tapes then consider yourself lucky, you are not one of the reasons for my suicide. These are the nine reasons of why I killed myself. Enjoy.

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