Fitz never gets to really tell anyone how he feels and I think its time he should really let Olivia have it... Fitz needs to reclaim his power back from everyone on the show and the first person is OLIVIA!
Olivia
"Fitz I know we didn't leave things between us on good terms… and we both said horrible things to each other, terrible things that I thought we would never say. But we said them and now I have one more terrible thing…. I aborted your baby that night… I didn't want it, so I had an abortion."
Fitz
"I am sorry you decided to make that choice, but it was your right to choose… I am sorry that you once again decided not to discuss something important with me, but it's done."
Olivia
"Is that all you have to say?"
Fitz
"What do you want me to say Olivia what reaction did you expect… Did you want a big emotional show? Because I can't do that for you anymore…. I can't play that role for you, because when it comes to you Olivia I am emotionally bankrupt …. I have nothing left to give you on that front. So what do you want me to say? That I forgive you… I told you that I would always forgive you, so if that is it you are forgiven… but if you have come for a show of emotion about us, about my feelings for what we had I can't give that to you because it's not in me to give…..
Olivia
"Fitz "
Fitz
"I have decided to be happy Olivia, I have decided to be a whole person, a well person and I don't think you factor into that equation anymore. I can't keep chasing you and begging you it's pathetic and powerless and I don't want to do it anymore because I am better than that, I am bigger than that. I have decided to love me without all of the extra baggage of you, Cyrus, Mellie and even the ghost of my father. I have been so busy being who everyone else wanted me to be I never got to be myself. Your father called me a boy once…. And he was right I was a boy, a scared little boy terrified of what would happen if I didn't play my role, if I didn't stay in line… but I am done, I am done, I deserve to be loved on my own terms, without resentment, without conditions and without the fear of someone always leaving me because I didn't follow their rules.
I deserve that kind of love and to be happy and I will no longer let anyone stand in my way… not even you, and if I have to be by myself to do it then so be it. I am not going to be a doormat for your commitment issues, you said it yourself, and you liked me unavailable it was easy… but I am a person a fully formed human being! and you don't get to choose which pieces of me you want and don't want. You didn't want to do the hard work of finding out who we were to each other without the stigma of an affair hanging over our heads. You wanted to be in the dark shadows because it meant you would never have to see the real me or you. That's sad Olivia that's so very sad and I hope that you find whatever it is that you need to come out of the shadows… I hope that you become a whole person and not this shell that hides behind her work, "gladiating" and running from people who loved you because you don't want to do the hard work of loving someone back.
Olivia
"Loved you said loved"
Fitz
"I did say loved….. I have moved heaven and earth for you… for anything you wanted me to do. But you wouldn't even give me the courtesy of having a choice… you wouldn't tell me the things I needed to know to make my own decisions and when I don't 't react the way you want you shun me, you shame and belittle me… So what we had was not love it was an addiction an infatuation of wanting but not having and I said loved because it's over."
Olivia
"Fitz I need you to understand something."
Fitz
"I understand I truly do, and I am closing the door, and if it is ever opened again it will be because you opened it…. Goodbye Olivia."
Olivia
"Goodbye Fitz."