I know I said I quit.
& I have!

But I just wanted one last thing (; even if it is a little bit crap.

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and without you is how I disappear

She ran.
She ran as fast as she could, never looking over her shoulders, not moving her gaze from the middle distance in front of her. Her eyes were semi shut, watering slightly from the wind in her face and raw blisters were forming on her feet. Her hair was getting in her eyes and her tights had given up the ghost long ago. She couldn't feel her toes, nor her ears. It doesn't matter, as long as you keep -

and live my life alone forever now

-RUNNING!
This was the first thought that went through Haru's head when he saw Rin set off through the gates at an alarming pace. This thought was shortly followed by a white hot burst of anger, and the feel of the pencil he was holding snap in two beneath his hands, embedding sharp shards of wood into his palms. He went to get up, went to open the door and chase after her.

Something stopped him.


and without you is how I disappear

She had stopped, and was leaning heavily against a tree, coughing and spluttering like an old man smoking his first cigarette in thirty years. Her face was the red of a ripe tomato, and under her clothes her skin felt prickly wet with sweat. She would've killed for some water. If Haru were here, he'd get her some -

Haru?

She squinted. He...wasn't here. But he was always here! When she ran, he'd come running. But...not this time. Her heart pounded and her eyes widened. Haru? Haru! I need -

and live my life alone forever now

- You.

You, fragile, Rin. With your big, black eyes like tunnels in the ground and delicate, breakable limbs. Like a doll. A collectors item. A porcelain doll that nobody can touch, nobody can look at without being punished.

Sometimes, Rin, dollies get thrown away.
Because people have outgrown them.

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and that is the conclusion :D