Goodbyes:
I looked at his sweet, warm, loving eyes. I knew that what I was about to do would tear him apart. But it was either him or the love of my life. Jacob has helped me through so much. He helped me be me again when everyone else around me gave up on me and I gave up on myself. He's the brother that I always wanted and the brother that I can never have. I love him, but I love Edward more.
We were at La Push beach sitting on the sand close to shore. He looked at me with worried eyes as he noticed the expression on my face. I can't believe that I'm doing this to him; after all that he's done for me. I just want to crawl in a deep hole and just never come out.
"Bells, are you okay?" Love and worry were filled in his voice, and it did it. The tears just started falling without my permission. I tried to look away from him but he hugged me, pulling me to his chest. "It's okay Bella. Just tell me what's wrong and we'll work it out. I will always be here for you." Hearing him say those last five words just made it worse. He kept telling me soothing things and rubbing circles on my back but it was just making it worse.
After 30 minuets of my endless crying I decided to man up. I moved away from him as I wiped the leftover tears. I looked at him seriously but I knew that my eyes were giving me away. "Jacob, you know that I love you. Without you I would most likely be dead. You've saved me from my great depression and you showed that there is still love in the world even though the love of my life left me. You know that I love Edward more than anything and that I would do anything for him. So he asked to stay away from you."
"Bella you can't do that. You're my best friend, I love you."
I was right, he looked torn. I could feel the tears wanting to come out. "Jacob, I'm going to become one of them soon; meaning that we're not going friends anymore. So it's better to do this now so that it won't become harder later." I could tell that he was angry but he was also distraught. "But Bella..." I wanted to hug him; I wanted to tell him that I was never going to leave him, but that's not what I should do. I have Edward, and I know that he wouldn't leave me again.
"I better go, Jacob. I hope you have an amazing life." I smiled at him one last time as a tear slipped away. I ran away from him, knowing that the longer I stayed near him the harder it would get. As I got into my Volvo (Edward had given it to me as an early wedding present) the tears were starting to disappear. I'm going to miss Jacob but I'll be part of a family that he doesn't like and he won't like me then. It would just be harder to see the disgust look on his face as he sees the creäture that I'd become.
As I drove away I noticed that I wasn't heading towards my house, but to Edwards. It would be nice to have a few hours with him, so that I can get my mind off of Jacob. I wonder what he's up to since he told me that his family was out hunting. As I parked the car in front of their house I noticed that Alice's car was in the drive way. She probably wanted to do another fitting on my wedding dress.
I knocked on the door and surprisingly no one had come to open it. "That's weird" I told myself. The door wasn't locked so i desiced to let myself in.
As I went up the stairs I heard a loud noise coming from the kitchen. I ran up the stairs surprised that I didn't trip on my way. As I entered the kitchen I felt my heart stop.
Alice and Edward were making out! They didn't notice that I came in since they kept going. He's never kissed me the way he's kissing her. I noticed that he was about to take off her dress but something stopped him.
"EDWARD ANTHONY CULLEN!" it was me.
At vampire speed they spread apart, each going to a corner of the room. "How dare you Edward!? With my best friend; your sister!" he looked shocked; it was the first time that I ever screamed at him.
"Bella I- " "Don't. You have nothing to explain to me. I was going to give up everything for you. I even ended my friendship with Jacob like you asked me to! Our wedding was in 2 weeks, Edward!"
I took the engagement ring off and threw it at him "I hope you two have a perfect life together." I said sternly as I walked out of the house.
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