Author's Note: This is a story basically about Spinner finding God, through Clare's help. I hope that you guys enjoy it. I don't own Degrassi or any of it's characters. Also I know that Darcy and Spinner weren't the last people together but for the sake of this story they got back together. Plus, I don't like the Spemma thing very much.

Summary: Even with her being severely ill she still found a reason to be happy. She had Spinner and she was in love but when she leaves the Earth how will Spinner deal with it?

I'm Ready to Go- Chapter 1

Darcy's POV

I lay down in the hospital bed feeling weak and weary. It was getting worse and every day the doctors weren't even sure what my illness was. But I was stuck to a machine, to be kept alive. I was ready to go though. I was so much closer to reaching heaven; The only thing that kept me going besides my faith was my boyfriend Spinner. He stayed beside me and helped me through everything. In my darkest hours he was there. My skin, was paler now, and I was always sleeping. But I still prayed everyday; I didn't blame God for this at all. As I was deep in thought with my eyelids half closed Spinner came up to me with flowers, yellow daisies to be exact and he set them on a table near my bed and grabbed my hand gently.

"How are you feeling?" Spinner said in hopes that I would say that I was alright and that I was going to get better. But I think he knew that he would never hear that.

"I'm doing worse and worse every day." I said with a chuckle.

"How is that funny?" Spinner said bitterly.

"Spinner, if it's my time to go I will go." I said softly, hoping that he would understand.

His fist clenched as he tried not to cry, "You can fight this though. Please fight this, I can't lose you."

"Spinner, I have lived life. Don't be sad; be happy that I'm going to haven.- I coughed lightly- When you die you aren't gone forever, you're just going to a better place. You have kept me so strong through everything. But now I think it's time for me to go. I will go to him willingly." I said gently touching Spinner's hand.

Spinner closed his eyes to wash out the tears then looked at me. I knew he didn't want to hear what I said be he had to. Filling the silence I began to speak.

"Spinner I have something for you. This was given to me by my mom. I want you to have it, so that you can remember me and God when I go away." I whispered, handing him a cross necklace that shined brighter than the sun.

He shook his head, "I can't take that from you Darcy."

I grabbed his hand and placed the necklace in his hand.

"I have to go, but I will be back in a couple of hours." Spinner said walking away.

"Bye, I love you." I said. He kissed my foreheard and walked away after saying I love you too.

And I think it was then when I realized that I would probably never see him again.

Review please. I know it was kind of short but the next chapter will pick up a little bit.