Here it goes, my first twilight fan-fiction, so sorry if I have spelt it wrong, its my first story, its probably already been done before, but after reading about 30 twilight fan-fictions myself, I have plucked up the courage and encouragement from other writers to write here for you today, hope you like it, and enjoy...

oh and by the way, this is 1 year after Edward left, Bella and Jacob are now boyfriend and girlfriend, and Jacob has moved next door to Bella and her dad. More info will be given out when Bella has flashbacks from before and in the year Edward and the Cullen's left.

PREFACE

In the dream...

Start of my nightmare...

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying. There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.

"You . . . don't . . . want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.

"No."

I started, uncomprehending, into his eyes. He stared back without apology. His eyes were like topaz-hard and clear and very deep. I feel like I could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could I see a contradiction to the word he's spoken...

End of my nightmare.

I woke up by screaming, and by my surprise, it was me, I quickly calmed my self down, knowing somehow, still, I wouldn't wake Charlie up, in the past year, after that night he left me, Charlie had to come into my room to wake me up from my nightmares I have.( well the same one, reacquiring over and over again every night, after that night he left me) I fell back into my dreamless sleeps I have after the nightmare comes and goes.....