Here's my new story…enjoy
How I found my love
"Why are you here?" he asked in his 'I mean business' voice, which sounded very dark in my ears. "I...don't know…how did I get here?" I wondered. I looked around franticly trying to gather my surroundings but then he grabbed me by my neck.
"Who are you trespasser?" "I…my name's Jamie I'm from America…I don't know where I am…and I don't know who you are or how I got here." His grip tightened, it was a little beyond bearable but I could still breathe. I closed my eyes until they were just slits and stared at him. I looked into his eyes they were swirling black and red.
His eyes held no emotion. He looked like he was about to strike, like at any moment he would snap my neck. But he didn't. He released the hold on my neck, I fell to the ground then he asked "are you a spy?" "What, spies aren't real…are they?" he lifted his brow in confusion "follow me" he said emotionlessly. I watched as he walked with such elegance and grace. It looked as if he were dancing. I snapped out of my trance quickly and followed him underground.
Chapter 1: the beginnings
Underground it was dark…well not really, dark per se but not very well lit…it was dim that's the word, dim. There was no electricity, only candles. The place gave me the creeps. It feels haunted, like only lost souls roam here. It sent chills up and up and down my spine.
It was surprisingly warm but the air was thick with tension and unease, it drove me nuts. The perfect stranger and I walked in complete silence, it was deadly silence…like if I said a word I would be killed. So I just walked behind him careful not to even breathe too loud. I don't know how long we were walking but we finally came to a steel door.
When he opened the door it revealed a small bedroom. Seconds later he ended the silence. "You may stay here until further notice…I will send you food and water….I will question you later…" he trailed off I figured it was the end of the conversation so I hurried and turned around and said quickly "thank you" then he closed and locked the door "ugh what was I thinking coming here with my parents I should've stayed behind with weird uncle Larry and at least not be almost killed by a handsome stranger" I laid down on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
"I know they're only trying to help but…I sound crazy sitting here talking to myself… I should call Amy she'll listen" I took out my cell phone and dialed her number "hello Amy speaking" "hey Amy" "oh, hey Jamie, how's the trip going?" "Not well, I almost got killed by a handsome stranger" "really?" "Yeah but I didn't call for that" "oh, so what did you call for?"
"I want you to be my therapist" "okay speak your mind" "alright; I told you how I used to be very depressed, right?" "Yes, yes you did" "but I never told you what I thought" "nope, whatcha leaning towards" "I'm saying that I'm going to tell you what I was thinking and what I still think sometimes" "ok, I'm all ears"
"Well while I was depressed I was always frowning and quiet, so no one know what I was thinking, I was thinking 'why do I exist' 'why do I bring everyone pain' 'why won't anyone help me' 'why can't they see I hurt' 'why did my loved ones die' 'why didn't they take me with them'" I began to cry.
"'why did they leave me in a world that is so cold and unloving' 'why does everyone hate me' 'why do people avoid me' I said a silent prayer every night that I would die in my sleep because I didn't want to live anymore I didn't see why I should I didn't deserve to live I deserved to die like everyone else around me did. Why am I alive I'm the one who should go, not anyone else"
"So when did these thoughts stop?" "They didn't, they come and go, and sometimes I can be happy all day…then all of a sudden I feel alone like no one cares…like I'm not loved".
"So has anyone tried to help you?" I stopped crying and sniffed "my parents are doing it right now, they brought me to Japan saying 'maybe you'll feel better if we left the Americas for awhile' they don't understand that it's not where I am or who I'm with the only problem is me"
"that's not true you are not a problem, you are not a nuisance, you are not to blame, everything that has happened was all just the natural cycle, ok there is nothing wrong with you at all, now get those thoughts out of your head and rest awhile, just relax and breathe a little ok, now, get some R&R and when you need me I'm just a phone call away, okay"
I sniffled "okay, call you later, bye" "bye" and the conversation ended, and once again it was deadly silent but I heard…well thought I heard footsteps outside of the door but I didn't want or need to know. I had some R&R to do so I put my ear phones in and selected my classical music playlist and drifted off into a dreamless sleep.
Ok, there you have it my first chapter of my new story um I'll try to update all in-progress stories that I have soon but the 4th of July is coming up so it may not be soon…well please review and I will greatly appreciate it and if you don't like something tell me I'll see what I can do…until next time folks