Butterfly
A/N not too sure about this one was something in my head and wanted to write it down before i forgot so please let me know what you all think...
It's been one year, one long painful year since Aaron Livesy lost the love of his life. Jackson Walsh was Aaron's first love, but he was left paralysed from the neck down, after he had an accident where his van crashed onto a level crossing and was hit by a train. Aaron swore he'd stand by Jackson no matter wasn't for months after the accident that Aaron finaly uttered those three little words that Jackson so desperately wanted to hear, Aaron only wished he'd of realised he loved him before all this happened.
Nine months after the accident Jackson admitted that he couldn't go on like this anymore living in a body not being able to move or fell again. So he begged his mum Hazel and Aaron to help him end his life.
That's why he was currently sat here now, by the grave of the man he loved so dearly. But today was different, today he had something he needed to tell Jackson to make hime understand. He just hoped he was indeed out there listening and understands.
Aaron took a deep steadying breath and started speaking. ''Hiya mate'', he paused for a moment and continued, ''listen mated i need to tell you something, but i also need you to understand just how much i loved you..still love you. That's never gona change you changed my life made be a better man, the man you knew i could be and i will forever be greatful to you for that. I will always love you, you were my whole world and it still hurts not being able to see you smile again or hear you laugh or say i love you to me again. I miss it jackson i miss it all'', A tear ran down Aaron's cheek the next bit of his speech was goin to be hard but he nedded to tell him,needed him to know.
''But the thing is Jackson I...I..I met someone. you remember my old mate kyle from when i lived with dad? well i bumped into him in Bar West a few weeks back when Adam and Mia dragged me on a night out, , turned out he had the same trouble accepting who he was too. We got talking and have hung out together alot ove the past few weeks i think we're getting closer and i like it, i like him. For the first time since...well, since you I've been smiling genuinely smiling, I just need to know you okay with me being with someone else. I know you told me to move on and be happy, that you wanted me to, but I guess i just need some sort of sign that you still want me to.'' Just then a single whit butterfly landed on Jackson's headstone, he sat watching it for a few minutes before it flew away, free to see the world.
Slowly he leaned over and ran his fingers across the gold lettering of Jackson's name and whispered ''Thank you Jay''.