You were my first for many things

1st friend

1st crush

1st Rival

1st Teammate

My first kiss

1st love

1st Lover

And I hope that you would be my first and only

But now you are my 1st hate

The only thing, I never wanted you to be

But

Then you left me to get more power

So then when he came and he looked so much like you

So he was my second and he didn't care

Didn't care that he was a rebound

So he was my 2nd love

2nd crushed

2nd Rival

2nd teammate

2nd Lover

2nd friend

2nd hate

He started to make me forget you

like you were never in my live

That he was my first at everything

I at first did not want to forget you

But in the later days i tried very hard to do so

And now that you are back

You want things to go back but

they cant and i wish that they will

so tell me you love me and you will never leave

and that will be a start