6th March 2015
Forgive me, Father for I have sinned. I have done many acts in life that I regret and for that I must confess. I do not have long before the darkness surrounds me so I must confess my sins now before it's too late. All I want is to be able to forgive myself for those terrible things. I have lost so many close to me because of what I have done that the only way to repent is to admit to my guilt.
I need to be punished for what I have done. And punished I will be. God will punish me. God will know everything.
Dear Lord, I am not the cold-hearted monster everyone thinks I am. What I am trying to say is I wasn't always like this. I wasn't always the one who enjoyed killing innocent people and watching them suffer. I wasn't always at the beckoned call of a man who was just as cold-hearted as I was.
