This may come as a surprise to you but the truth is, I really did love Daisy. She's sweet and caring, but above all was she was able to put up with me. No other cat other than Dustpelt and Ferncloud had ever tired to get to know me. I was surprised when I realized I had fallen in love with her. I thought we could be happy together for the rest of our moons, I thought wrong. You see as long as I can remember I knew I was knew i never was meant to be a father so when Rosekit and Toadkit where born I had no idea how to be a father. I decided to avoid the nursery. That was the biggest mistake I ever made. Daisy raised kits by herself before because she had to, she didn't want to again when the father was perfectly able to help. She even told me that if I didn't start helping with our kit then she was done.
That was biggest mistake in my life. But I can't think about what could have been, when all this is my fault. I want to say that I could never be more proud of Rosepetal and Toadstep, they are fine warrior and I wish I could know them better. And to Daisy I'm sorry for what I did to you, I regret it all now. I know this can make up for not being in our kits lives. I would do anything thing to get you back. Even being the one thing I never wanted to be; a father. I would try harder this time, I promise that. Because it doesn't matter that you're not a warrior, or the fact you don't have warrior blood. To me you only have to be one thing and that's to be Daisy