Renesmee POV

Today was the day, I was visibly 18 years old, and I had one wish.

"Morning Ness" My mom crooned as she walked in. Something vampires don't understand is how to knock. Though they can do so much it is their weakness. I heard my father laugh downstairs and I rolled my eyes.

"Morning mom," I said cheerfully, because I won't turn 18 ever again, well I might turn 118, 218, 318, my father laughed again. I sighed. Should I tell her now I thought, and my father grunted. I wonder if my mother noticed the silent conversation. The look on her face told me yes.

"Mom?" I asked, I wanted to start off calm

"Yes…" She said, I could tell she was confused. I had no idea how to tell her I wanted to be changed. I decided it was now or never, and I could hear my father coming up the stairs already.

"I want you to change me," I blurted out. I heard a gasp, and she ran out the door, my father hot on her heels.

Bella POV

Wow, my daughter was 18 years old, if vampires could cry I would be sobbing. I sighed. Edward nodded at me. My baby girl was up. I was upstairs in less than a second. A new record! I almost knocked but I didn't want her to say, "Go away", so I went in.

"Morning Ness," I said cheerfully. After all it wasn't everyday that my little nudger turned 20. However I could tell there was something going on I just didn't know. Yet.

"Morning mom," She replied, but she said it hesitantly, something about being a vampire allowed me to hear more, and I could hear emotions in voices. Then Edward grunted. It was so weird. Renesmee refused to look me in the eyes. A silent conversation. I crossed my arms.

"Mom?," She asked warily. Was she afraid to talk to me? I was sad.

"Yes.." I said. I was confused, and a little hurt, but she wouldn't know no one would. Except Jasper of course. I was calm again, and I allowed it. Then it happened, the nightmare words.

"I want you to change me," It came out so fast, my vampire brain couldn't take it in. Too soon. I wouldn't I couldn't. Her human. she. no! I gasped from this information and ran out the room. Edward was hot on my trail, and I pushed myself faster! Faster! I yelled, and in a few minutes I was in Chicago.

I looked behind me no one. I couldn't I collapsed and gasped for breaths. The vampire equivalent of crying. I felt bad for leaving my daughter like that, along with my husband but I needed time, I couldn't process, it slowly. I was in shock.

A few moments later warm hands held me. It felt nice.

"Love" Edward said, as he kissed my neck. I turned around, I didn't need a distraction.

"I can't Edward, I could kill her," I screamed. He looked at me sadly, "I could do it"

. I snapped, and threw him into a tree.

"What the heck Edward! You would stop her heart!" I screamed. He just stared. And I broke down. Again. Gasping for air. He hugged me, and I allowed it, I needed him. "I don't, I can't" I stumbled.

"Its ok love, you've got all of us worried". He said softly. I sighed. This wasn't supposed to happen, not today not ever.

"Edward, I could kill her" I whispered. I could be a reason our daughter dies. "What do I do!?"

"I know you can do it. You love renesmee more than anything, and you have control over it" He said. It was like encouragement. He wanted our daughter to be like us? I decided we'd do what we did with me.

"Lets Vote" I said. Edward nodded, and together we ran back home.

When I got there I couldn't believe what I saw. They were all lined up at the dining room table, just like last time. I smiled warily at Alice, the one who knew. I sighed and brought renesmee down.

"Lets vote" I said again, to the whole table this time and not just Edward. I glanced at Alice to start.

"Renesmee, you are so special in so many ways, but I do see your future," gasps went around the room, "I see your future in the future. You will be a vampire, and you are part of a family I know what it can feel like to be the odd one out" She glanced me, "Ask your mom she knows all about it," Everyone laughed. I nodded at Jasper.

"Renesmee, you have always been such a great little kid, and I am so happy you are my neice, but you have things that nobody else has. There are live what? Six vampire-humans out there. I can't let that be taken away from you," Jasper smiled sadly at Renesmee, and she nodded. So much like me. Or human me. I nodded at Rosalie.

"Wow! I never thought I'd be doing this again," The room erupted in hoots and Howls. "I think that since your already half vampire, it isn't like we are killing you," More laughing, "I say yes. You deserve it," Rosalie said with a smile. Honestly I was surprised, but it was Rosalie. I nodded at Emmett, already knowing his answer.

"Well, Deja Vu isn't it," What is it with the jokes? "I say… HELL YEAH" More laughter I sighed, and nodded at Esme.

"I think that this is a big choice. You've already had a lot of time to think about it, and many more to come. After all you have eternity. However Jasper is right about one thing you special. I think you should wait a little while longer. To know this is exactly what you want" she had a good point. I nodded at Carlisle.

"This time, I am not the parent. Bella, you are a daughter to me, and you wanted to be changed, it was up to me and a few others, but this time, it's up to you" He smiled at me. And I squeezed Edwards hand. His cue.

"Bella, we have been through so much with our Renesmee. Its hard when she can get hurt so easily-if you know what I mean-and I want her to be like us. To go for runs, and hunt without her getting hurt. I never want to see her in pain again" I sighed, "My vote is yes" Renesmee jumped up and down, hugging her father. Now it was my turn. I should have thought about this more. I took a deep breath.

"Renesmee, you are a miracle. My little nudger. But these humans things I don't want you to miss out on, but I don't want to see you get hurt either. You have to promise to listen to us, when we give you instructions, because you are not indestructible as a vampire" another unneeded deep breath, "My vote is yes" Watching Renesmee's face light up, made me feel like I made the right choice. I couldn't, and I wouldn't kill my soul.

A year later

I stared at my beeautiful baby girl, breathed in her sent, her blood. My deep grazed her neck. I closed my eyes and bit. I stepped back into Edwards arms, watching her. I wanted her to scream to yell, to say she hated me, because I done something so awful. But she sat there, so calm. With a smile that was ceasing to exist. Alice floated into the room, and gave us the update.

"She should wake up at three pm in 2 days, not counting today. Her future's so bright, and I know she'll be a pretty one". She smiled and left. I didn't know what to do, but edward sat down, and I noticed he brought the piano up here. I smiled and sat with him, while he played.

I was unsure of how much time had passed, but Renesmee's heart started to pound. I stood over her. Watching her brown hair turn shiny, and her skin started to sparkle. I smiled, alice was right. She opened her eyes. First blinks, and she took a deep breath. She glanced at us and smiled.

"Hey guys" she said, and I smiled back. She got out of bed in less than a second. I was going to have to get used to this.

"Let's hunt" said edward.

I was going to be in for a ride.