Disclaimer: I do not own Trigun or any of the characters. Song by Faith Hill 'there you'll be'

Summary: This is my first Trigun Fic please be kind!! Mostly a songfic about Millie's thoughts of Nicholas D. Wolfwood.. Episode 23 spoiler

There You'll Be

'When I think back on these times And the dreams we left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed To get to have you in my life'

All I do is think of that night. The first and only time we got to be together. I can feel the tears flowing.

Why didn't we realize it sooner? Why didn't we have more time? Why did you have to leave me so soon after we realized our love.

'When I look back on these days I'll look and see your faceYou were right there for me'

You were always there for me. I think back on our time together. I remember when I pretended I was pregnant and married to you and it makes me smile. Then I thin k on how you are gone and I am crying once again. I don't know if I'll ever be the same.

'In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skyIn my heart there will always be a place for youFor all my life I'll keep a part of you with meAnd everywhere I am, there you'll be'

You will always be with me. I will never forget you. I will never forget the night we shared I will try to go on. I know you wouldn't want me to cry forever. I just wish we had more time together.

'Well you showed me how to feelFeel the sky was in my reachAnd I always will remember all the strength you gave to me'

It was only one night but it was more than enough. I hope you knew how much I loved you. I never got the chance to tell you. I will never forget you or the love we shared. You will always be with me.

'Your love made me make it throughOh, I owe so much to youYou were right there for me'

I am crying now but will not cry forever. I will go on. I am sitting here, still on the bed where we finally realized our love for each other. I force myself to think of all the times you made me smile.

'In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skyIn my heart there will always be a place for youFor all my life I'll keep a part of you with meAnd everywhere I am, there you'll be'

I will dream of you every night I know I will. You will always be with me and I will cherish the time we had together, no matter how short. My only regret is that I never told you how much I loved you, I just hope you knew.

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strengthAnd I want to thank you now For all the ways you were right there for meYou were right there for me For always

I will let you know now…….I Millie Thompson was in love with you! I love you Nicolas Wolfwood and I always will You will always be with me.

Authors Note: I know it isn't the best but like I said I am use to writing Harry Potter fanfic this is my first Trigun fanfic….Please let me know what you thought