This is my first story 4 Twilight so I hope that u guys will be patient with me. I'll get better in writing so be patient with me! :)

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Twilight! If I did, I wouldn't be writing this story; I would be writing another book 4 the series and trying to meet Edward and Carlisle.

Song that I listen to while I wrote this chapter: Chemicals React by Aly and AJ

Please review! I would really appreciate it! So with that said, here's my story! xoxo Sandra

Bella's POV

Flashback

"I hope you know this is wrong," he said.

"I know it's wrong but it's what I want," I stated.

"Bella, don' say that. I think you're confused," he said, giving me the smile that took me to Heaven.

"No. I'm thinking perfectly great. Thanks you very much." I said, blushing.

"But you just broke up with Edward. I think you should wait a couple of days," he said looking into my eyes and holding my hands.

"No!! If I wait a couple of days, I could lose you and I don't want that to happen. The first time I saw you, I knew that you were meant for me. And now that I see that, I can't let you go." I said, resting my head on his chest.

"Are you sure about this? What about Charlie?" he said, trying to change my mind for sure.

"I'm 100% percent sure. And about Charlie, he's going to have to get use to the idea about you been my boyfriend." I said, hugging him.

"Okay but I still….." he said before I pressed my lips into his icy ones.

End of Flashback

I knew that what I did that night was wrong. But I'm in love with that man, and I needed to feel his hands on my body and his lips on mine. I knew that his family would be mad at me and him but our love would survive. He said he loves me and that's all it matters. It was a cold day at Forks, but it was no surprise. Forks is the town of gloom. The sun doesn't come out and you never see the stars. But when I'm with him, I just don't see the stars, I touch them.

As I went down stairs, I check myself in the mirror. Brown hair, pale skin, brown eyes, and bandages everywhere you can imagine. Yep, I thought, that's me. After I finished inspecting myself, I ran downstairs, as I was getting to the last step, I tripped and landed on my face. Whoa! Nice way to start the day, clumsy girl! I thought. I heard someone laughing. His laugh was like bells dinging of happiness.

"Do you need help?" he asked me.

"Yes, please." I said, blushing. Then I felt his icy hands on my arms. He then lifted me up with no hesitation. "Thanks" I murmured.

"You're welcome," he said chuckling.

"So, what are we doing today?" I asked as I entered the kitchen.

"I don't know. I was thinking about going to the forest, maybe there we can be alone. We can't be on public together. They can tell my family or your father," he said, as I served some cereal in a bowl.

"I know, but I wish you would tell them. Then our lives could be more easy," I said, taking a seat to eat my breakfast.

"Bella, our lives won't be easy. I'm a vampire and you're a human. I could kill you without meaning to," he said looking at me.

"You're just like Edward," I said, before I took a bite of my cereal. He laughed. "It's not funny!" I said.

"I'm sorry," he said. In a flash, he was at my side. He took my chair and moved it, so I could be looking at him. "Bella, it's just hard. You're just sensible. Fragile."

I laughed at the comment, remembering how Edward also called me fragile. "Come on! It's not true. I'm not fragile."

"Yes you are. Maybe not when you are around humans but when you're around me, you are. I could kill you in 10 seconds without me knowing until it's too late," he said, stroking my cheek.

"How about you decide to transform me? Then it could be easier," I said, grabbing his hand with both of mine.

"It's too soon," he said, as he played with my fingers.

I sighed. "I know but promise me that you will change me."

"Bella, please."

"No! Promise me!"

"Fine, Bella. I promise," he said looking at me with those beautiful golden eyes.

"Thanks Carlisle!" I said, leaning in to kiss him.

Preview:

"Bella!" I heard Alice said.

Oh no! I thought. As I tried to make a run for it, Alice quickly trapped me on the corner.

"Bella, how are you?" Alice asked me, frowning.

"I'm good and you?" I said, trying to confront my fear of the possibility of Alice knowing what was going on between me and his father.

"I'm not good. You broke my brother's heart and now you're going after my father!" Alice said glaring at me.

God! She knows! I hope she doesn't kill me right now. I thought.

--Sandra