Where are you now?

This is a songfic about Matt missing Mimi, who lives in New York now. This is my first songfic. I hope you like it. This song is copyright of the "Oop's I did it again" cd by Britney Spears.

"I miss you so much Mimi. I don't know what I'd do without you..." Matt thought as he lay on his bed, looking at the picture of him and Mimi that they took on the last day she was in Japan.

Calling out your name,
the faces everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
to find that your not there
I wake up every night,
to see the state I'm in
it's like an endless fight
I never seem to win

I can't go on
as long as I believe
I can't let go
when I keep wondering...

"I wonder if Mimi still remembers me..." Matt wondered as he got up and started walking to the school.

where are you now?
what have you found??
where is your heart?
when I'm not around?
and tell me
where are you now?
you gotta let me know...
oh baby,
so I can let you go.

"Maybe I should let Mimi be, to date other guy's who are so better than me..." Matt thought to himself as he kept walking, not knowing that he was headed for the school.

I can hear your voice
the rain of yesterday
it's seems so close to me
but yet so far away,
I should let it out
to see what's left in me
and close the dawns of time
revive my dignity

"I could almost hear her voice singing that song..." Matt wondered as he hummed the song that was always in his head. "I wanna sing a song, a song that will wake you up. And when he hears my voice, I hope he like's the sound..."

but I can't go on
as long as I believe
I can't let go when I keep wondering
oh yea

"Mmm.... that song is music to my ears..." Matt murmured to himself as he reached the front steps of the school.

where are you now?
what have you found?
where is your heart?
when I'm not around
and tell me
where are you now??
you gotta let me know
oh baby,
so I can let you go...

"Maybe I should let her go...." Matt frowned as he passed the gym.

I should let it out
it's time to let you go,
oh baby,
I just wanna know

where are you now?
what have you found?
where is your heart?
when I'm not around
and tell me
where are you now?
you gotta let me know
oh baby,
so I can let you go.

"Ya....I should let her go. It's just that, I can't let go of the feeling in my heart" Matt wondered as he walked to the stage. He tuned on the microphone and put on the demo tape he was working on. Then the tune he was humming all day, besides Mimi's song came. He didn't realize that he made a tape of it. Suddenly the perfect came in his head as he started singing the song....the song for Mimi.