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Welcome to my life- a song-fic
(In POV of Kagome) song – Welcome to my life by simple plan.
'Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?'
He left me. He left us all. Why am I even here?
'Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you'
I can't really go back to my time, but I can't stay here either. Do I even belong on this world?
'Do you ever wanna run away?'
I can't stand life anymore. Almost everything reminds me of him.
'Do you lock your self in your room?
With the radio turned up so loud
That no one can hear you screaming'
Pain. That is all life is anymore. There are only a few things that I can do without thinking of him. It's a miracle that I haven't just started screaming and crying already.
'No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like
To be like me'
No one knows the depth or intensity of my sadness and pain. Not one person.
'To be hurt'
My life is full of hurt. He had hurt me before he died.
'To feel lost'
I don't know what to do or where to go. Who should I go to? Is there anyone that I can go to?
'To be left out in the dark'
The dark. The only place where you can't see my pain. I like the dark now.
'To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around'
He had finally chosen. He chose her, the dead miko, over me. I loved him, ad he knew that. He made his choice known not through his words, but his actions. It's like he just pushed me aside and left me stranded. He went into a heavy depression when she died, and soon followed after of his own accord. It only added salt to the wound that he had already caused.
'To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you'
All these feelings pent up inside, none of them let out, and no one I know seems to care to notice this pain.
'No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life'
No one knows these feelings, no matter how much they show, if they show at all.
If anyone does, then I could finally welcome them into my life for real.
'Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?'
I'm sick of all this. This is what drives people insane. Sick of feeling only pain, hate, shame, regret, and hurt. Sick of how pessimistic life has become for me. I wish I was somebody who could feel other feelings, but right now, it's impossible.
'Are desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over'
I need more than this, I feel like I'm only living half of life, but I can do nothing to do about it, nothing I can do.
'Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding'
Does anyone else feel any pain at his death? Am I the only one hurting?
Pretending like they've moved on with life, lying to themselves as well as others.
Yet no one notices me or my feelings.
'No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what its like
To be like me'
No one can feel my pain. (Does anyone even care?)
No one knows that I'm here. (Can anyone even see me?)
The same feelings all the time. No one knows what it is to be me.
'To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life'
I am screaming inside.( Can no one hear it?)
I am hurting inside. (Can no one see it?)
I am burning with pain inside.( Can no one smell my burning flesh?)
My heart is not beating.( Can no one feel it?)
My fear of life is strong. (Can no one taste it?)
'No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back'
He told me he loved me. Then he went and died for her.
'You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay'
I don't know why I seem happy. I'm obviously not.
'Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there'
He never really had to work for me, never really had to work to get me to love him. Never. I just did.
'You don't know hats it like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you don't know what its like (what its like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life'
I thought these thoughts as I sung this song. I was alone. I think.
It was dark, so I'm not sure if anyone heard me or not, or if anyone was watching me.