Title: Do you remember?
Author: Dutchess Leetje
Email: dutch_buffyfans@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: Ok if I owned the series would there be a spin off series and a
fishboy?? No duh!! Of course not!! I don't own the characters, except
Caitlin. I wishes I owned Angel though... I also don't own the song it's
from Anouk.
Timeline: 5 years after grad part 2.
Synopsis: Ok I kinda took out some stuff; like IWRY and Sanctuary, so after
Graduation they haven't spoken to each other. Faith died fighting in the
end of days, but no new slayer was called since the end of days ended all
the evil in the world. Angel stayed vampire for awhile, until he slayed the
last remaining demond in LA and then turned human. Also a few changes:
Riley is there but Buffy met him two years later after the end of days but
he wasn't a soldierboy and he didn't knew what was out there at night and
does know a thing about her past. Including Angel. Buffy also isn't the
slayer anymore but a singer..ok does this make sense?? I hope so.
Spoilers: Hmmm season 1-3 after that it's different. Buffy is a famous
singer who just brought out her new single..
Author's Notes: Ok the song was originally called "Michel" but I changed it
into "Angel"..hinthint..
Distribution: Fanficworld, Love is Unique, Land of Denial. If you already
have my other stories on your site you can have this also. If you also want
it just let me know and I will give permission and tell me your addy, so
that I know were it's posted.
Dedication: To Yvonne my best friend, who is the only one who understands
my obsession for B/A in my friends circle, Alex, Anat, Cecile, Susan,
Kelly, Amy, Gils, Linsey, I just luv ya guys!!! My fellow B/A Warriors who
just like me fight for the love of our favorite couple. B/A Forever!!!
Author's Notes 2: Ok remember this drill: Me Dutch..main language Dutch.2nd
languages english, german, french...Got it??? Good!!
Feedback: Oh yeah please!! With Angel and Spike in leather pants on top??
Ok!! On to the story!! It is kinda a crazy idea but it suddenly popped up in my head when I was listening to my Anouk CD, so please tell me if it makes sense.
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And now the moment you've all been waiting for......the anouncement of the new number one in the Top 40! With this song it will be the fourth number one hit for the petite woman from Sunnydale, she really wrapped the world around her finger with her sentimental songs and this one isn't any different. Well here she comes, make sure you've got a hanky near you 'coz this is a tear breaker....Buffy Summers with her new hit "Angel"
As the song started to play Willow screamed happily. "Oh my gosh...Buffy you got another number one!" She smiled at Buffy.
"Yeah Will that's...great..."
"Great?", Xander cut in. "It's amazing! Our own Buffster with another number one! Wow...I can't believe I am friends with a famous person!!"
Willow saw the not so happy expression on Buffy's face. "Buffy what's wrong?"
"Nothing I.." She saw Willow's frown. "Well it's just....I originally wrote this song for myself, you know because it is about Angel." When she spoke his name, a sad expression came on her face. "And it was my recordcompany that said I should bring it out on single and on my album. But...."
"But now you're afraid that Angel is gonna hear it and you regret bringing it out." Willow said interrupting Buffy.
"Yeah."
"Deadboy? You're afraid Deadboy is gonna hear it? I thought you were over him!". Xander said unbelievingly. Willow gave him a 'Shut up look', but he ignored it. "Why do you still even think of him! He left you remember??"
"Xander!"
"What? It's true!"
"You really still don't get it do you?", Willow said. "She loves him and she will always love him no matter what or who she is with. They have feelings for each other that run so deeply that you can't change them."
"That's right Will we have....well atleast I have. I don't believe Angel still loves me.", Buffy said sadly.
Willow didn't understand what she meant. "What do you mean he doesn't love you anymore?"
"Well you know he has a new girlfriend, Caitlin" She said the name with so much despise that a chill ran through Willow. "Cordy said that he is very happy with her and...."
"But how is that possible? I mean his curse..."
"I don't know, maybe it's somehow became permanent. But if it is then why didn't he told me? And it hurts Will, it hurts so much"
"Why do you even care?" Xander shouted. You have your own life with a boyfriend named Riley, remember? And apparently he moved on with his life so why can't you?"
"Xander leave. NOW!" Willow said angrily to him and then turned her attention to the crying Buffy. Xander shrugged his shoulders and left.
Willow took Buffy into her arms. "Oh Buffy don't pay attention to what Xander said, he's just..."
"He's right Will. Angel and I have our own lifes now, but still it's hard, so very hard and painful. I love him and I always will."
"But.."
"But I always had some hope that if suddenly something happened to him, like his soul becoming permanent, that he would come back to me so we could be together again. Now I have lost that hope and I don't like that Will, I really don't." She let out a sob while Willow stroked her hair. "Because now I really have to let him go and it feels like if I let him go, a part of me is dying." She broke out in loud crying.
Willow rocked her back and fort, not really knowing what to say. "I don't want to let him go Will" I don't want to let him go Will" Buffy whispered over and over again. They sat there for a long time.
Ok!! On to the story!! It is kinda a crazy idea but it suddenly popped up in my head when I was listening to my Anouk CD, so please tell me if it makes sense.
*************
And now the moment you've all been waiting for......the anouncement of the new number one in the Top 40! With this song it will be the fourth number one hit for the petite woman from Sunnydale, she really wrapped the world around her finger with her sentimental songs and this one isn't any different. Well here she comes, make sure you've got a hanky near you 'coz this is a tear breaker....Buffy Summers with her new hit "Angel"
As the song started to play Willow screamed happily. "Oh my gosh...Buffy you got another number one!" She smiled at Buffy.
"Yeah Will that's...great..."
"Great?", Xander cut in. "It's amazing! Our own Buffster with another number one! Wow...I can't believe I am friends with a famous person!!"
Willow saw the not so happy expression on Buffy's face. "Buffy what's wrong?"
"Nothing I.." She saw Willow's frown. "Well it's just....I originally wrote this song for myself, you know because it is about Angel." When she spoke his name, a sad expression came on her face. "And it was my recordcompany that said I should bring it out on single and on my album. But...."
"But now you're afraid that Angel is gonna hear it and you regret bringing it out." Willow said interrupting Buffy.
"Yeah."
"Deadboy? You're afraid Deadboy is gonna hear it? I thought you were over him!". Xander said unbelievingly. Willow gave him a 'Shut up look', but he ignored it. "Why do you still even think of him! He left you remember??"
"Xander!"
"What? It's true!"
"You really still don't get it do you?", Willow said. "She loves him and she will always love him no matter what or who she is with. They have feelings for each other that run so deeply that you can't change them."
"That's right Will we have....well atleast I have. I don't believe Angel still loves me.", Buffy said sadly.
Willow didn't understand what she meant. "What do you mean he doesn't love you anymore?"
"Well you know he has a new girlfriend, Caitlin" She said the name with so much despise that a chill ran through Willow. "Cordy said that he is very happy with her and...."
"But how is that possible? I mean his curse..."
"I don't know, maybe it's somehow became permanent. But if it is then why didn't he told me? And it hurts Will, it hurts so much"
"Why do you even care?" Xander shouted. You have your own life with a boyfriend named Riley, remember? And apparently he moved on with his life so why can't you?"
"Xander leave. NOW!" Willow said angrily to him and then turned her attention to the crying Buffy. Xander shrugged his shoulders and left.
Willow took Buffy into her arms. "Oh Buffy don't pay attention to what Xander said, he's just..."
"He's right Will. Angel and I have our own lifes now, but still it's hard, so very hard and painful. I love him and I always will."
"But.."
"But I always had some hope that if suddenly something happened to him, like his soul becoming permanent, that he would come back to me so we could be together again. Now I have lost that hope and I don't like that Will, I really don't." She let out a sob while Willow stroked her hair. "Because now I really have to let him go and it feels like if I let him go, a part of me is dying." She broke out in loud crying.
Willow rocked her back and fort, not really knowing what to say. "I don't want to let him go Will" I don't want to let him go Will" Buffy whispered over and over again. They sat there for a long time.