Soooooo... I was in the mood to write a lunch today, and I put some emotions into it. It's also slightly gory so...

I know it's wrong to end my life, but I damn sure couldn't put down the knife.

I'm sorry okay! i didn't mean for it to happen, but it did. So to end my suffering i'm going to kill myself. I didn't think this would be the consequences of kissing someone. Endless bullying, and being called awful names.

I know it's wrong to end my life, but I damn sure couldn't put down the knife.

The knife is right here, right in my hands. i just need the strength to do it. I start with both my wrist, and it's a bloodbath. I started feeling slightly light headed, but that wasn't enough. I put the tip of the knife to my neck, and i stab. The world is fading to black. I leave the knife in my neck.

I know it's wrong to end my life, but I damn sure couldn't put down the knife.