This is the final straw. I will not take it. I will not stand there and be spoken to like that. I am NOT a goody goody. I am NOT a stuck up know it all. I will not take it and carry on smiling. I can't be around him when he still treats me like that and wants me accept it. Anyway he's just a let down. He's just a bad friend. He's a... He's a... He's a git. A horrible, mean, git. He's a stupid, annoying, sweet, handsome, funny git! The worst best friend in the world. But sometimes he can be really sweet and sensitive. And he's the one that makes me smile if i'm crying and makes me laugh when i'm REALLY down. It's normally his fault but I know he doesn't mean it and I don't mean it when I shout back comments. I would never mean it. He's the one who is always there for me, the one who's always got my back, he's my best friend in the world (other than Harry) but he's more than Harry is to me. Harry's like a brother but Ron, he's more there's, something there. I'm scared to act on it though. What if he doesn't feel the same way. It's most likely he see's me as his sister. But he can't. I need him. But then again if I told him of my secret feelings for him and he doesn't return them I could loose him as a friend and I couldn't take that. I would rather suffer and just be friends with him than loose hime entirely. I couldn't take that.
But wait I hate him. What am I saying? I'm saying the truth. No matter what he does to me I always stick with him. By now I'm in Ginny's room wallowing in self pity and crying my eyes out. I hear someone enter the room and suspecting it's Ginny I carry on crying secretly hoping she would comfort me so I could call her brother a git. She always listened to me when I needed her to. After a few moments I didn't hear anything so naturally I thought she would come to me soon. As the moments past with out anything I slowly looked up to see what she was doing only to look right into Ron's sky blue eyes. When he saw my watery brown ones and my tears he gasped as he realised it was his doings that made me like this. I looked up to him and tried to calm myself when I saw the worry all over his face. In one fast movement he was sitting on the bed with me with his long arm wrapped around me, holding me. This helped me calm down as I inhaled his scent with every breath and quickly I was no longer crying. I looked up to him to meet his face and saw him sighing with relief as he realised he was forgiven. After some time smiling at eachother I realised how close our faces were, just inches apart. If I leaned forward just a little bit we would be kissing. Ron had obviously had that thought aswell as he closed the gap in between us and kissed me sweetly on the lips while wrapping his arms tight around my waist. After seconds of sweet kisses I had wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. I giggled as he opened his mouth to deepen the kiss but I followed and the once sweet kiss was becoming quite passionate. I, very boldly, pulled him on top of me as I lay down but he didn't seem to mind as he chuckled and quickly followed suite and moved onto me and gripped me as if he never wanted to let go. I held onto his neck as all the desperation I've been holding in poured out of me and the kiss went on. After what felt like forever the amazing kiss ended and as we looked into eachothers eyes, puffing, I realised one thing. I'm not like a sister to him, I'm a girlfriend!
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