I miss Daddy, before he became, Sir.
/
Daddy used to tuck me in at night, read me a bedtime story and told me the bedbugs don't bite.
Daddy teached me the right way when I did something wrong
Daddy hugged me every chance he had.
Daddy read to me.
Daddy kissed me goodnight.
Daddy listened to me.
Daddy worked hard to put food on the table.
Daddy made me laugh.
Daddy helped me when I hurt myself.
Daddy had rules.
Daddy tried to spend as much time as he could with me.
Daddy held me when I was scared and told me everything was okay.
Daddy looked after our family.
Daddy teached me how to cook.
Daddy cared.
Daddy loved me.
/
Sir tells me the bedbugs bite.
Sir hits me for anything whether I'm right or wrong.
Sir does not hug.
Sir has only harsh words to say.
Sir only listens to the demons.
Sir lets me starve.
Sir makes me cry.
Sir hurts me.
Sir has orders.
Sir preaches to me.
Sir wants to be left alone.
Sir tells me I should be scared.
Sir destroys our family.
Sir teaches me how to kill.
Sir doesn't care.
Sir hates me.
/
This is who Daddy is now.
/
This will not change.